realisation

After having a chat with a friend of mine I quickly came to realise that putting a deadline like I did, was cruel and wrong. Love is beautiful and change makes people scared. 

I haven't changed my mind about wanting to go back to Sweden. But the deadline I have to put is not on someone else to make a choice, but on myself to make a choice when I will leave. Otherwise everything will always be vague and unclear... and how can someone else make a decision if there is no clear facts, mearly words. 

So yeah, I have to give myself a deadline. 
Then stick with it and hopefully love will follow me.