Royal wedding day today.

Couldn't really care much less, and therefore I'm gonna work. Need to go and get some black shoes from Primark because I can't find my old ones. Hope it's open, you never know in this conservative country.

yaawn

Going to schoolfor 11 hours is so tiring. Yeserday I came home with a huge headache and fell right asleep on my bf's chest. I reckon the same is gonna happen tonight. But, right now I feel refreshed and ready for a new day of challenge. It's amazing what you're up agains when you're going to college, and not just the lectures. All the people you have to work with and get along with, at least somewhat.... As I said, it's tiring.


Oh well. I'm in charge of the booking of rehearsal for our band, so I better get going soon so that I can get to book first.

happy late easter

Hey people.

I've been away for Easter. Away from London for the first time. I went to visit my bf's parents and had a really nice time, getting spoiled and all. It was short, only Sunday afternoon until Monday afternoon.

Today we had our first band practice, and it went quite well I think. But one of the songs I really don't like. Blaah, gonna try to find something else!

Oh, and I managed to fix so that my band is on at 9.20 on the gig night, instead of 8.00. So hopefully my mum and her bf will make it on time. I guess a taxi from the airport will be worth the price.

Oh well, I'm gonna study a bit now before watching a film.

film morning

Staying in bed watching films are sometimes really nice. Now it's 10.15 and I've already finished two, Monsters and Orphan.

It is time to do a schedule for today and get going with everything.

go goo good

I've been very good today. Very very good actually. I'm exhausted, but my bf is on his way home... I guess I should end this day by being a good girlfriend too..

yeahyeahyeah

So it's almost 20.30 and I still haven't been to the park for my workout. I cooked myself a decent dinner and have been studying sice seven tonight. My music history essay is taking shape, even though I'm nowhere near 2000 words. Quality before Quantity right?

Oh well... I'm not gonna study more today, so I guess I better get my ass out ther before it gets pitch black.

good good

Morning.

I'm going to work. Only six hour today, so that's really nice.
Then I'm gonna work out and enjoy some singing I think. It really is time to do some vocal training now.

hard life

I need to pee but the toilet doesn't work. Life is so hard.

good girl gone bad

Okay, so maybe I only have about 400 words written down and I need about 1600 more. But it's a start. A good start. It has been about three years since I wrote my last essay in school, so I'm a bit rusty. I used to be so good. It's jsut a bit more work now I guess..

But it's such a good day and I really want to go out. I promised myself two hours, and I kept my promise. Now it's time for some me time, in the sun.

tuesday

I've cleaned the house and done my yoga.

Time to shower and eat before hitting the big study session. Totally focus for two hours is what I've said to myself. Oh yes, today I'm gonna be productive.

Then I think I deserve some chocolate.

I get the feeling we lost control

Fucking boring at work. I spend about 2,5 hours just writing lists. Then not much more.

I'm of tomorrow, and since today's workout got cancelled I'm gonna do a double hard one tomorrow. THen I'm gonna write my essay for music history. I've promised myself I will sit by the kitchen table so I can't fall asleep.

Oh and then there will also be a bit working on music project. And some jamming :D

never ending.

Just saw Limitless on the cinemas. Now I want to have access to the whole of my brain too.

Oh, and I got a text from the angry woman who kicked me out. She asked what I have stained on her carpet. I couldn't be bothered to answer right now. Just go ahead and blame it on me.

now i ate them all for him

Egg hunt.

Hey happy people.

Today my bf and I finally made our room livable. We'll see how long we can keep it this way.

Right now he is searching for an easter egg. Not too keen on playing a child. Oh he just went through the dirty clothes bin. Nope, not there...

Now he just took a break puting on some perfume and hair stuff... He doesn't realize how close he really is. No, it just got colder. Oh wait, hot hot hot. False alarm. Is he giving up? No, he's just washing his hands.

hmmm, where can it be? He's in the closet, oh now under the bed.

"Where is it?!"

"This is boring."

Now I said it's in the middle to make it easier, he's starting to kick stuff in frustration.

Oh now he's going through all the pockets of out jackets.

HOT HOT, but still nothing.

10 min later...

FINALLY. Happy boy. And I get to eat some Swedish sweets. Later.

yeei

Oh and....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!

Hope your day was great! :)

Lots of Love!

I kiss the morning good bye.

So yeah, things has happened since last time.

Yesterday was a bit hard. My flat mate kicked me out of the flat a few days early, for a reason that's not even a reason. If you desperately wanna know why, I can just say that I spoke my mind about her banning be from home last night, with saying that I've payed my rent and I still live there and should have the right to come and go as I wish. She didn't like that and left a nasty voicemail telling me to "get my ass there tonight and collect my stuff". I yeah, I did.

Other then that. Same same.

that was that.

My birthday turned out just fine. Nothing major, just being with people I like and love. How it's suppose to be. And I got to listen to some serious music with eight(!) instruments and one vocalist. They were amazing, and two of them are going to my collage.

So it's time to go to sleep, and tomorrow everything will go back to normal, with no days off exept Sundays. I really wish I didn't have to work all the time. Not because I'm lazy, which really not is the case. I just want to explore so many thing and improve and learn every day. I guess everything has it's price.

the next chapter

I my bf told me that I had to wait at home until a book for him came. I waited and around 1 pm the book came. But it wasn't a book, it was flowers. And a teddy bear. aaaaaw.

Oh, and another unexpected thing was that my grandmother called me. I was shocked I have to admit. But I appreciate it.

Then after a band meeting and a quick lunch with my current flatmate I walked up and down in stores, utterly bored. I actually don't like shopping. But I bought myself a new thermos with the Moomins on. Plus a new orange lipstick, FAB!

Now I'm going out to meet some friends in central. We're going to a gig and then a karaokee bar (i can never get that word right)

Well, it's a very unspecial special day today, and thank you all for the gratulations :)

lets go two

I've lost my yoga dvd, so I did pilates instead. Pilates is so hard.

Now I'm gonna make myself look somewhat good, and head out to central.

22 circles around the sun.

It's my birthday today. Wowhoo...

Don't really think it's special to celebrate, but I'll make a try. Started this morning with a piece of cake that was still in the frige. Now I've phoned up Oyster to get a refund from my cracked card and I've planed my day somewhat until 3 pm. Oh and I talked to my mum.

So today. It's no good day out, which is a shame, but not worth crying for.
I'm gonna stay at home until 12 ish doing some yoga and eat.
Then I'm going for a band meeting where I work. Really nice to go there on you days off.. And then I lunch with my current flat mate (until this weekend).

After that.... supprise me!

lets go

Singing makes every part of the body happy. Now my voice is a bit tired, and I need to get going with the other things I want to do today. Like yoga.

Forever21

Today is my last day as a 21 year old. I remember last year in Hollywood like it was yesterday.

So today I am off work. I have to make a few phonecalls today.
And study.

But of course I will relax too. But I don't know what you do when you're relaxing. I hardly ever do that.

Oh and I will do some yoga to.

But right now I'm singning. I haven't been singing in one month time, which is horrible. And I feel horrible, it's like I've lost my voice. Which is a fact that you, just like muscles if you don't train.

So I'm sitting in the bed just singing right now. I love but I hate that I don't sound like a month ago. But I'll get there.

bdays

Today is one of my dearest friend's birthday. I wish I'd been there to give her a hug and song. But Happy birthday my friend.

Today I also celebrated my own birthday with my bf, since we can't celebrate together. We woke up, cuddled, went out for a run and had a nice breakfast at Moosh. Then we went to Covent Garden and ended up walking to St. Jamse's park where we layed down soaking the sun.

Went home for some more cuddling and a nap, before going for dinner at a regular restaurant. Then we rented a film while eating cake and crisp and dip. No one saw the whole film.

It's too bad I only have one day off when their like this. I had such a nice time.

Time to sleep.

What comes before part B?

Hey hey.

I don't know if there's something wrong with me, but lately I've been sooooo tired. I'm not kidding. And I used to be a person who only needed 5 hours sleep per night.

Nowadays I come home and I sleep so heavily I don't even wake up to let my bf in. Instead the other flatmate has to go up and do it. I'm just wondering why? My job is not that hard and school is just fun (and hard).

Oh well. I'm going over to a friends house so I don't just stay home yet another Saturday night. I'm not turning 52 on Wednesday, that day will come, in 30 (?!) years. Partee-eeh-y

hells no

Here I thought I was gonna have a "sleep in" tomorrow, but instead I have to go and get my black trousers from work because I work in another restaurant tomorrow. GAAAH, that's quite anoying actually. And tomorrow is my work out day, and I have to do it in the morning.

Okay, this means tomorrow I have to wake up around 7 and go out to the park before I make my way up to Marble Arch and then back down to Sloan square. Nice move Em.

because it's good for you

I cooked a nice meal and saved two boxes with food. Like a stir fry without any noodles. Just veggies and prawns. Healty bitch.

Speaking of healty. I woke up early next to my bf and had a cuddling session before he went to work. Then I went out to the park and tried out my new work out schedule. I can feel how bad my muscles will ache tomorrow.

Oh, and more healtiness.... today was like summer. 21 degrees and sun, all day. People walked in t-shirts and dresses. So I decided to walk through Hyde Park on my way home. Pure happiness.

Feedback

I just saw the mail with the feed back from our last gig. I'm very proud because most of the time you doubt yourself. And when it comes to singing I'm not really at the top of my teahcers favourite. Or I think so. So yeah, when you actually do get some nice feedback instead of a nod and a smirky smile, it feels great.


I heard it through the grapevine.
CV: Again some nice arranging ideas here. subtle and tasteful (not to mention atmospheric), opening verses lead to a rocky 3rd verse. Strong lead vox throughout.

CH: Nice, relaxed start with Emily directing he intro to a fine vocal Motown esque. The band are so relaxed. Like taking maintream Motown to producers Whitefield and Strong to remix. Emily really owns the lead and taked it somewhere special.

Last day

Today is my very last day in Sweden, for now. I've actually done quite a lot so it doesn't feel like such a short time. But as always, there are a few people I didn't had the chance to see.

give me some food

I am kind of hung over.

Had dinner at dad's last night. His wife, my second mum, is a great chef! And then there was white wine, red wine, coffee with baileys and just baileys. And for me who haven't had a drop alcohol in a long time, that was quite enough.

Thanks!

Parting is such sweet sorrow.

I has felt really wrong to work now when I'm visiting Sweden. But at the same time no one has really been available to hang out until after I've finished, or even hang out at all. So I don't know if it's such a bad thing anyway, even though I think I really would need some time to rest. I would practise, but i I am sick and would do more damage then good.

But I can't believe it's already Saturday and I only have 3,5 more days before I go back home again. I do have my bf I want to see very much, but rest is not that appealing right now.

Oh well, it's still 3,5 more days to go and I have about 5 more people to see and pay a visit to my father and my second mum, to things will not go slow from now on.

z

After work I went woth my mum to see my great grandmother. What a lovely lady. But I wich can get to rest soon. That's what she wants.

Now I feel like a wreck even though it's not even 3 pm.
I think tonight might be the night I'll try to change my hair, but it's not easy to do it myself. Actually, thinking about it... I will probably not fix my hair tonight.