Friday 25 December 2015

Merry Christmas

I'm back home in Sweden, and today we celebrated Christmas at my mum's for the first time ever I think. We're always either at my dad's or at my grandma's.. but it was really nice for a change and everyone had a really nice time. 

I am really enjoying myself so much being home... almost so much that my life back in London fades and it's really hard to think that I only see these people so little every year. It's a reality away from reality. I love both realities and I wish I could have both. I guess one day I will make that happen by moving back to Sweden and doing what I do in London, but it will still not be the same. 

Oh well... I have another 5 days here to really make the most of. Sleep is high on the agenda. I have a feeling I will not get much of that in the next year so yes, I am really going to make the most of it.

Merry Christmas everyone!

Wednesday 16 December 2015

Ooh Kill Em

Ok, GREAT news! I freaking got the job.
I got it! This is amazing. I feel that I don't even know the extend of it. 


Not the greatest paid job and I got placed Mayfair even though I applied for Shoreditch, but the education will be invaluable and I just can't say no after have gone through the interview stages and smashed so many other trainers along the way. 

I am so so sad about leaving my clients that I have as I genuinely love training them! But yeah... this is something I have to do as later on in life I will not have the priorities / availability to do so. 

Anyway... they sent me a shit long list of things that I have to get done before I can start.
I'm becoming my own Limited Company, with a business bank account. I have finally gotten in contact with an accountant and am due to renew my insurance as well as doing a new First Aid Course. All this have to be done before I can start, and so now I am (in my head) more looking to start at the end of Jan, as opposed to beginning of Jan. 


I might just book a vacation, as I will probably not have any long holidays coming up for the next year... gah!

Thursday 10 December 2015

The good life

Aaaaaah :)

There's nothing like crawling into bed with fresh bed sheets in a clean room after a hot shower and a good moisturising routine. A part of me wants to watch an episode of something, but I think I will just put my laptop down in a sec and get a good night's sleep. My throat feels sore again after biking to Southwark and back in the rain, maybe not my best move, but it was nice at the same time.



Overflow

So many things are happening right now, goooosh. 

First and most importantly.
I am becomming and auntie! How freaking cool is that? I'm totally excited (way more than I ever thought I would be) and completely freaked out (it's not even my child)! Anyway, I think it's amazing and a perfect time to have my family grow a bit. Also gives me some good hands on to practice with a child before actually concieving one myself. 


Second. I am so ill, haha. I think I have the flu or a bad cold AND tonsillitis at the same time. Yet I am doing very little to get better it seems. Or today I am resting for most of the day, so I should be fine. 

Third. On Tuesday was the last show of You Me Bum Bum Train. Even though I was sick and I should've probably stayed at home I couldn't bare to miss the show as it's probably never coming back and I've had so much fun. It was amazing as the rest of them. And I have really found my huuuuge love for dancing again. So I am definitely taking up on some dancing classes in 2016. 

Fourth. Eh, Christmas shopping, hellooooo? I went to Westfield yesterday to do some but ended up shopping for myself. Got some really nice bargains though, jokes! Two weeks today until Christmas Eve and I have little to no clue of what to get. 

Fifth. No news on the job so far. I really really hope I get a positive email sort of around the time I fly to Sweden. Best Christmas gift ever, and I know that I will have a job to come back to. Otherwise I will take a vacation somewhere I think. 

Sixth. Today is one of those stay at home and play housewife kind of days. Clean the room, chance the bed sheets, food shopping and maybe do some baking as well.

Sunday 6 December 2015

YMBBT

Thursday night and last night I volunteered for this event called You Me Bum Bum Train.
I am not allowed to speak about it, but if you ever get the chance to get a ticket for it, GET IT! The experience "the passenger" gets is crazy and I would have loved to get to do it. But I am "settling" for the next best thing, which is making the whole thing amazing. 


I have met some really nice people and I have had so much fun. In fact, so much fun that I have now rescheduled my Tuesday clients so that I can join in on the very last show. 



Thursday 3 December 2015

Day off

So I have NO clients today. I am so happy for a whole day off, and last night I went to bed feeling excited for the sleep in I was gonna allow myself. 

I woke up at 7am, which technically is a sleep in for me, but NOT what I expected and imagined the night before. I tried my very hardest to go back to sleep, but my head started filling up with thoughts about my experience at UP Fitness (which by the way, the practical interview went really well yesterday) and what it would be like to work there.

I refused to leave my bed, as it was rather comfortable just lying there soft and warm and guilt free. However, at 8.10am I got super hungy and I guess that was a good sign to get on with it.

Wednesday 2 December 2015

cycle

You know you're a functioning woman when you wake up and soak about every single thing you see on FaceBook. Come on!

A 104 year old running a 100m race. He didn't win, but was treated like a winner.
When the mothers and grandmothers get the news of a baby is on the way. 

That Uber will be delivering puppies for people to cuddle with.

Every month it's the same thing.
I guess things are like the 'Pose To Be!

Tuesday 1 December 2015

I am putting my own trousers on, just like everyone else

Tomorrow I will be havning my practical interview for UP. I have already created the workout and sent in my rationale, so there is not much else I can do but to go in and kill it tomorrow. Stick to the plan, have a plan B in the back pocket and  just  be  myself! 

I am kind of excited that this is coming to an end. I really just want to know what next year will bring so I can focus. So I can plan ahead. So I can book a freaking holiday. So I can focus om myself, properly. Relax, breathe, recover and heal.

Last week, the break-up hit me hard. It's been hard but I've been so busy. Then I had a quiet day and I was so genuinly sad for what is lost. But we are good, and as hard it is to want to move on, I am good. I think we can have a beautiful friendship at least. Maybe not right away, but later on, when these hot feelings settle. Until then I will be here for whenever he needs me, and I think he would for me as well. Love is a funny thing.