pause is over

I finally followed the advise from Marie and started to watch Californication. I'm stuck. But now I'm gonna get a shower, read my book and wake up at 6 am to finally start earning some money. Vacation is oveeeeer!

Going to bed with a slight head ache. Hm, but tomorrow is a nice day. Skipped training today so I'm all fresh for my friends PT class. I'm gonna bring it reaaaal good!

Good night!

sun shine in my face

Good day. Today was a really good day, therefore no blogging. I'm thinking about heading to the gym. It's 8.30 pm, should be quiet. Haven't made up my mind yet though. Tomorrow my dear old friend is training me, so yeah... gotta be ready for that.

treat morning

This morning was a "treat yourself"-morning. Waxing and coloring my eyebrows and eyelashes. Time to do one more thing on here before I go to my practice palace for a few hours. Then I'm making my mum join the gym. Nice.

Time to leave the bed and leave the computer.

Today will look more or less like yesterday I think. Practice and gym. Then I'm heading into the city to donate some blood. 

And then hang with whoever wants to hang with me.

just like before

Yesterday was great, even though the foul weather. I went to my gran's flat to set up my practice station, and of course spent a few hours practicing.

Then I was gonna go to the gym, so I phoned up my friend who also goes there and she was heading there at the same time. Perfect timing. And a good workout too!

Then we ate dinner at hers before we went over to mine to chill. Then another friend came after finishing work and all we did was playing a game called "Girl's Dinner"; some silly questions, but it was fun. We used to hang out a lot before, the three of us, and it was so much fun to do so again!

It's raining today. I'm gonna go and start practice in a bit. Then I'm joining the gym. This I'm looking forward to.

MIDSUMMER!

So here is a tasty bite of this year's midsummer celebrations... I do realize now after going through the pics that I was probably more drunk than I thought.....

one more year

Okay, I'm back home. Or I came back earlier today. It has been a great tiring experience on the big Island. I will tell you all about it in pictures later tonight I think, now I just wanna read my book and relax. (Like I haven't done that at all these past days...)

I don't know if four hours sleep is enough?

OCD

It was so hard to leave my bf today, and he even followed me to the airport. My bags was heavy, 27 kg for the big one and about 15 kg for my hand luggage. Woops!

Then I came home and realized I had no space what so ever to unpack my bags, so up until now I've done some serious organizing and put clothes that I don't use and probably never will again in a big big black bag and I think I'm gonna have a garage sale before I go back to Sweden later in September.

I feel great after have done this, but now it's almost half one and I'm going up around 8 am tomorrow to start fresh!

Good night. (Or maybe I'll watch True Blood)

freak

One last cleaning of the flat is done. Feels good to leave it in this condition, means that the bf has to keep it tidy for when I return in about 2 months.

I'm done packing now as well, so it's just a matter of enjoying the company, as soon as he returns home, until it's time to leave. My bag is f*ing heavy!!!

This is not the beginning of the end, it's the return to innocent

I just checked in, with a heavy, heavy heart. I'm not looking forward to tomorrow, and packing my bag is so much harder than I though. And man, you think you don't own a lot, but just try to take everything with you and you realize that you've got at least 10 bags, 10 shoes, shit loads more clothes that you never wear and then extra everything on top of that.

Had a nice day with my bf. I took him to Hard Rock Café, then we walked to Covent Garden where I of course had to buy another bag and a pair of sunglases. Then we took the bus home, I continued my packing and drank champange. Now we're going to our restaurant. I don't want this day to end.

the cure

I feel a lot better now after a heavy, heavy sleep. But it feels like my grapefruit juice is cutting my throat when I'm drinking. So I have to probably say it again, too many shots last night.

I don't think my hair likes me, what a mess and I can't be bothered about it right now.

Still drunk from last night

I just got home from Marie and Marie. Last night was sooooo much fun. Dancing to sweet music with my ladies. It had been too long since the last time. Omg we drank a lot! Shots, more shots and some shots on top of that and some beer. The way Marie and I killed the Kebab and chips I bought on the way home, it must have been hilarious to see!

So right now, as one can expect, I don't feel too good, but some time in bed, some juice and eventually a nice shower should sort me right out! It's quite a nice day out too and I've already had a nice walk from Oxford Circus to Hyde Park Corner.

Oh, and I really don't wanna go to Sweden. I would quite like to stay a little longer, but you can't always get what you want..

dance, lose the rhythm.

I did 30 min cardio on the crosstrainer today, and a long stretch plus triceps and shoulders... My legs are too soar from yesterdays session. I have no idea how I'm gonna street dance tonight, but I guess all I need is a warm up and then I'm good to go for the whole night.

I haven't had time for a nap, now I need to shower and get ready to leave.
Have a wonderful Saturday evening!

the regular

It's that time of the day. Time when I go to the gym. Then home cook and nap. Tonight I'm gonna dance my butt of and I suspect that I will need some time in bed before that!

Genius at work

For almost the whole time living here with the bf I thought that my eye patch was left behind in the other place. Then one day he pulls it out from a sock, lika a rabbit from a hat. I was soo happy to get it back. Especially now in "summer" times...

f*ucking sh*it Sweden you losers!

Sooooo, that was a bit sad. To scream for your country and get drowned by the patriots of England. I had a blast, until we lost. Then I just got drunk I think. Or I suspect a slight hangover today, so yeah, I guess I got drunk. On two and a half beer.

good times

This book is so addictive. I just can't stop reading it, I better try to finish in a couple of hours and head to the pub so I can see when Sweden kills England.

jadu

I had a very nice session at the gym. Now I'm back home, the wash machine is on and I'm making myself a nice old student lunch, pasta with ketchup. I might add some broccoli to that. You know, spice it up a bit.

arousing

I have spent my morning reading the book "Fifty Shades of Gray" a bestselling erotic book that my friend recomended. It's actually pretty good. But even though I could stay in bed and read all day I feel that now it's time to get up. I'll probably go to the gym and then see what happens. 

Tonight I wanna watch Sweden - England, so I need to figure out where and with who?

first day of summer

I spent today staying in bed until about 12, then I felt the urge to clean and organize the flat, and then making a huge fruit salad that will last forever. And making myself a nice lunch for a change. I'm wearing my gym gear, but I'm not sure if I will go to the gym today, or just relax for one day...

second year over.

Last night's gig was amazing. I think we did such a good job on stage and I can't believe it has been a whole year already.

The rest of the bands coninued to put the stadard up. It's amazing how we have grown this past year. I am looking forward for the third year, and see how my own progression curve is continuing going up up up. I'm happy.

playing

We had a really good band rehearsal. It was draining my energy and I was sweating and it was fun! Tomorrow we have another rehearsal and later on the actual gig. It's gonna be good. It's nice to have that feeling, and I didn't have it until today.

 

Just because there haven't been a picture on this blog for a while I give you this. Look how the light eats my hand. I wish I could say the sun, but it a fucking shitty day here in London. 

Oh yes son, I'm talking to you

Been spending my morning belting to 90's tunes.. Need to chill for a bit now I think, my voice is tired and we're having a 5 hour rehearsal with the band soon.. And gig tomorrow!

Good Old Sunday

Had a good day with the BF. Walked to Hammersmith for some shopping and then we met up with his friend from the PT course. Such a good night. Time for some bed time.

starting fresh

Went for the leaving drinks for my friend last night. It was nice to see some old faces I haven't seen in a while, and it was a very relaxed evening. I'm in the antibiotics, so no beer for me, but I quite enjoy that excuse since I don't really feel like drinking alcohol right now.

Today I started some praticing again, for real. like eartraining and sightreading, and of course texhnique. I'm gonna spend my summer getting so much better at my sightreading, and Viktor (the guy moving back to Sweden) is giving me his big ass fake book with over 1000 songs, were I'm gonna practice and practice, when I'm not working. And or course... my piano skills has to start going somewhere, so a lot of practicing there too..

that's fast

Spent all evening at Maries practicing BV's for the gig on Thuesday. I didn't get home until 2.30 am, and I was proper tired when I was gonna wake up this morning.

I've spent the last out doing vocal programs, and I quite sadly realize again how quick you lose things. So this is my promise to myself, to do a vocal program every day for the whole summer.

Time to get ready for more BV rehearsal and band practice at school.

why am I stressed?

The strings sounded pretty sweet today. And my teacher said well done and gave me a little smile afterwards. And the string quartet didn't have anything bad to say, but that might have been because I was cute or something..


I don't know why, but I should feel so at ease, but I feel all stressed. I don't chew my food and I half run everywhere I'm going. And I'm constantly thinking about what has to be done here and there...
Gaah, I wanna relax. Therefore I'm not gonna go to the pub tonight. I'm gonna stay in, all by myself since the bf went to his parents. I might finish my book I really don't want to end.

morning glory

Alright... time to so some good. A quck work out, a shower and a vocal program. Then I will head over to school to enjoy some string arrangements, that is not my own.

not much here

It's actually really nice to feel this rested. Because it won't always be this way.

Went to my friend Elin today. She was prober hungover and had a bruise under her eye from last nights bravades. I forgot about thtat party and went to the movies instead. And of couse, slept 10 hours, again.

As for now I need to work on the strings arrangement. I am not quite happy yet.

sleeper

The last few days I've been sleeping about 10 hours per night. Amazing.

out!

It is 8.30 pm and I have decided to leave the house today. Only to go to Blockbusters to rent a film, but still. I need air!

wtf?!

I returned to Spartacus, only to find that Spartacus himself has been replaced. How disappointing isn't that?

happy 60 years

While 1000s of people are celebrating the Queen, I'm laying on the bed. I'm gonna return to Spartacus. Ah, what a man.

more time, less effort

Having no school work makes you lazy. I've spent all yesterday and parts of this morning watching a whole season of Spartacus. I was gonna go to the gym but I really didn't feel like it, and I've been sleeping some more on the sofa. Now I'm woking on my arrangement again, but I feel like i've wasted today pretty badly.

Tomorrow is Monday and I will go back to training and practicing.

like a bird

I think I'm still a bit drunk from last night. It all ended up in a mess, and the night bus, that usually takes 40 min took about 2,5 hours.... THAT was annoying!

Well, it's only 8 am, so you'll find me a bed another half day or something. I am freeeeee!

there we go

Done! (almost) Time to get drunk!

easy happens

I went to the gym and then I ended up going to the oub with some people from school. Not what I was thinking, but I had a nice time. I will finish my string arrangement tomorrow instead. I'm too tired and I know that if I touch it now I will eighter.. 

1. Not like it tomorrow and start over. 

2. Damage the parts I already have written, and have to start over again tomorrow. 

So I'll play it safe, yeah?