Tuesday, 1 December 2015

I am putting my own trousers on, just like everyone else

Tomorrow I will be havning my practical interview for UP. I have already created the workout and sent in my rationale, so there is not much else I can do but to go in and kill it tomorrow. Stick to the plan, have a plan B in the back pocket and  just  be  myself! 

I am kind of excited that this is coming to an end. I really just want to know what next year will bring so I can focus. So I can plan ahead. So I can book a freaking holiday. So I can focus om myself, properly. Relax, breathe, recover and heal.

Last week, the break-up hit me hard. It's been hard but I've been so busy. Then I had a quiet day and I was so genuinly sad for what is lost. But we are good, and as hard it is to want to move on, I am good. I think we can have a beautiful friendship at least. Maybe not right away, but later on, when these hot feelings settle. Until then I will be here for whenever he needs me, and I think he would for me as well. Love is a funny thing.


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