Looking up

Things are still going better with the guy.
Loads of conversations needed but I truly believe that by being honest and open is the way to go in any kind of relationship. 

I am  writing my CV that I will be sending in to UP Fitness next week and hopefully I can get a position as a Junior Trainer there. Salary based work, and shit loads of hours... but the education I will get from working with those guys in invaluable. Otherwise I have spoken to the manager at Fitness4Less and I am welcome back in Jan 2016 if I want to. So we'll see... I think sometimes going backwards is not a bad thing so that you can move forward. But ideally I will get the position at UP. 

All this means that my plans going back to Sweden is pushed a bit. But to be honest I don't feel ready to move back just yet. However, come 2016 I will make the effort to go back visit a bit more than I have these past few years.