I gave it my all

It's funny how everything changes in an instant.
And it's funny that despite all the love that's shared between two people, it still ends up in heart ache.
And it's funny that hope will always be the last thing that leaves you.

I knew it was over the moment he stepped into the flat.
He didn't even have to say anything, I just knew by the way he couldn't look at me properly.
I'm grateful that he actually did tell me why it's ending in the end, even though it is hard to understand and accept. 

By here I am, and I've been here before.
I can't tell you how much it sucks, but if you have been in the same situation, I don't even need to try to describe it. It sucks and my heart hurts and all I want to do is to try to convince him to stay.  But I'm not going to do that anymore. I can honestly say I have done everything I can for this relationship and I am proud to say it. It doesn't change anything now, but at least I know I couldn't do any more to try save it.

The worst part is that I still hope for him to change his mind and come back telling me that he made a mistake. Maybe he will, maybe he won't... but I really can't let myself stay in that place hoping and waiting. 

I really do feel like I have just lost a massive part of me, but I also believe everything will always be the way they are suppose to be and time with either heal things or make them fade.