So today my and my boyfriend celebrate 16 months together. I know it's an odd number, but we try to make the effort once a month, so why not on the day that we started our relationship?
Today I was planning on taking him to this restaurant with some really cool food. Nothing I would really go to for myself, but I thought he would really like it. But after having a small fight since last night, progressing onto today and he still hasn't called me (and it has been 2 hours or more since we left eachother) I think our date won't happen. I have given a deadline in my head when I will resort to taking my dearest friend Nancy with me instead, as it's already paid and it would just ba a waste.
Isn't relationships kind of funny?
They make you feel all this things, happiness, gratitude, love...
But they also make you feel shit.
As a quite strong, independant woman, I now feel weak and all I want to do is call my boyfriend and continue to be angry, with added on top because he clearly doesn't bother too much about our date today. But I will think like if I would be single today. If a date pulls out, you make new plans and don't feel bad about it. Instead of spending all angry energy trying to print into my boyfriends head why I am dissappointed.
His deadline is 11.30am London time, so 14 min to go.
To be continued....
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