Easter

I'm lying here in the middle of the night finding it hard to sleep. 
I'm still probably recovering after getting really super drunk with my stepmom in a 100 degree celcius sauna session. (Thought I would die and only managed 17 minutes). 

But I'm also lying here thinking about life and what to do with it.
Maybe I care too much of what I will bring to it, or maybe I don't... I don't know which on it is to be honest. But I know I'm really ready to move away from London, as much as I LOVE what my life has given me whilst spening almost my entire grown up life there. 

I don't really know what it is drawing me back to Sweden, but maybe I'm just fed up with the hectic, no-privacy lifestyle you get in London. I want MY OWN home, my own fridge and freezer, my own dinner parties and some own time whenever I want it. I really do love London but I am ready to grow and I feel like it's holding me back. 

I think I'm still tipsy and need to sleep but yeah.. 

OH, btw.... I got upgraded to a Silver EuroBonus member... meaning I will be traching the airport lounges from now on... come tomorrow! Come London! :) 

Good night!