big stuff

Again... very long since my last blog post and again, a lot has happened since then. 

I feel way more relaxed about life in general and my stress levels are pretty good. I'm happy with my job and I can feel myself growing as a trainer more and more. There will always come times with doubt, but I feel stronger and more focused on things. 

I went back to Sweden for my great uncles funeral last week. It was beautiful and so much love in the room. My cousin and I sang "Your Long Journey" by Robert Plant and Alisson Krauss and it felt really good to be singing in front of people again. 

Otherwise music-wise.. it's a slow process. I don't have my head clear enough to switch of work at the moment, which is hindering me to sit down and put my ideas to paper. I do have ideas, but right now that's all there is. 

BUT. 

I have decided to move back to Sweden (or possibly somewhere else in the world, but probably Sweden). It has been in my head for a while but after going back this time I couldn't reject the thought. And I am excited. I know what I want. I have plans. I have a drive within me. And it feel really good. Luckily I have convinces Kaeten to come with me, at least to try it out for a year. Who knows... I might regret Sweden sometime along the line.. but right now it feels good. BUT! I want to stay in London another year to save money, do some courses and enjoy it just a little bit longer! 

Anyways... todays study call is about fibre.. so I better get going! 

Lots of love