dancing

This is gona be one of those "I wish I could" posts, so if you're not interested.. stop reading now. 

I've been dancing in my room. 
I can't believe that I almost forgot how dancing eases the heart. Maybe that's why I never felt troubled between the age 16-19. I was litterally dancing every day. For hours. 

So here it comes... 

I really wish I could afford to take dance lessons again. I used to be good. The only thing I ever felt that I was really good at, without lying. And then I just stopped. How stupid is that? And it's almost five years ago. Five good years, but still... five years without something that I love so much. 

So this I promise myself. 

Once I'm on my feet, working as normal people do, I will put on my dancing shoes again, and I might even teach like I used to, once I got all the rust off my limbs. 



But seriously, for a moment I had no troubled mind, no heavy heart. And it felt GOOD!