So things are finally looking a bit more organized for the move. On Sunday I had a little breakdown and to be honest. I really don't wanna move, not away from here but mostly not away from Steve. But it is what has to happen. And if we are gonna live together it will happen again eventually.
I know I need this year alone, to focus on me and what I wanna do. Everything is so easy and comforting with Steve, and I will miss that so much, and I don't even think I realize how much until I live somewhere else. It's scary with changes.
I'm sure I will live in a nice house with nice people, it's not that. I just really truly love living like this. So there I said it. Now it's time to continue working against it.
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