why we fight

So, my exams so far is not the best I've scored so far in my life. And to be honest, probably the worst. But I am not bitter. And for me to say that is a big deal. Say this would have been in high school and I would be thinking about ways to kill myself by now. Not a joke.

This whole thing here in London is really all about the experience and to learn as much as I possibly can, and maybe it doesn't show on a piece of paper, yet, but at least I can say that I feel it. I am more of an academic book person, so this way of learning is a new thing, and I love it, but it's not easy. And that's a part of why I do it.