Happy 2012!

Happy new year people! I think 2012 will be great, as the past years in my life have been.

So a few thing I have to say.

Happy belated birthday grandma, I hope your birthday was amazing!
I hope you see today, the day you would have been married to grandad for 50 year, as a happy day. A day of love. I know he's not here anymore, and it hurts, but there are and pleanty other people that still are love you to bits.

It was two years ago I was at Copacabana beach starting my travel adventure that changed me and my view of life. I am so grateful even today for the experience and for all the people I met that made those five months the coolest thing I've evern done for myself. Happy new year to everyone or you our there in the world, from Israel, to Ecuador, to Hollywood, to Australia.


Yesterday I ran into an old co-worker who went back home to Iran because his dad was sick. He never came back and he never said anything. And I just happen to run into him on the tube. That made me happy, I though he'd never come back to finish his studies.


And so about last night. It didn't quite go as I was thinking. But I didn't really have a plan anyway, so I guess that's the wrong thing to say.

Anyways, I went to the gym and then around 8 pm me and my bf went to Clapham to meet up with his friends. I've met them before and some of them are really lovely people, I just don't have anything in common with them and I don't follow when they are speaking about something or someone I don't know. So I made an effort smiling at least. But then my bf and I started to argue and I decided to leave.

So I actually counted in the new year alone, with thousand and thousand of other people, watching the fire works. Then the hard work of getting anywhere started, and it took me about two hours to get home.

At first I felt a bit sad how things turned out, but then my dad called and I realized that you don't have to physically be with people to feel a connection. So I wasn't alone anymore. Thank you dad, that phone call came just on the right time. Love you!


And today my bf and I talked things through and I just can't wait to move so that him and I can have a healthy relationship. I don't want to live with anyone else, but I rather move than end up losing someone that important.


Today I am cleaning the house. New year, new sheets.
Then I'm gonna take some time studying and preparing for next term.