Be a go-getter

Yesterday I had a bit of a downer day, and the only person who got shit out from it was my bf. I just can't believe the person I end up being sometimes, it's like I don't know myself. And I watch me from the inside, shaking my head, but just continue being a stupid brat.

So after laying in the bath, scrubing of some old skin, I promised myself that I will be a better person. A person people will think about and say, "she's great".

And I will stop doubting myself. This whole thing with creativity this week has gotten to my head and I was actualy thinking, should I stop and consider doing something else. But then I saw a quote, I think it was Dalai Lama that said something like:

"If you hear a voice inside your head saying you can't paint, then you should pick up that brush and paint".