after henparty

Just got back home. It's 4.20 am. I'm a bit drunk still....

Champange, champange, drinks, drinks, tequila shot, beer, and someone elses drink.

I think I had enough for a bit. But I had a lot of fun! It's just one thing that kind of bothers me... my boyfriend of 15 months was never invited to the wedding in November, yet every one elses partner is. All I got that it was in "respect towards my cousin", which I could kind of understand since my bf is someone she used to date a few years ago. But the thing is, while they get to go there with their boyfriends and girlfriends, I am not allowed to bring mine. So everyone will have their loved one to dance with, but not me, because the unwritten law says that you should never be with someone elses ex even though maybe the law of attraction brings you together. I just wonder where the respect is in that? I never planned to get together with this guy, but what could I do when it so naturally happened?

But I've always been the black sheep on this side of the family, so whatever I ever did was never good. So I'm not suprised at all, I just think it's bullshit. Bullshit that the only one of six grandkids that always had the guts to stand up for herself, has to get lectured in the subject respect. I think it's rubbish, and this very moment I'm thinking about not going at all just to stand my ground. The thing is I don't even think they would mind at all...