we'll move mountains.

I have this pretty weird feeling of being sad and happy at the same time.

I just got home from a big night out yesterday and I saw this message in my inbox, from my cousin. It was long, and I replied in a novel myself.

Now afterwards I kind of wish I hadn't written back, bacause all the things I wanna say is not good enough in an email. And still I don't know what to say. But I wrote back. I hope nothing will be missunderstood because I think we both hurt eachother last year and that was enough.

It has been one year of silence between us and I'd kind of started to accept it, even though I never wanted to. Now when the day came and she replied to me I'm happy because I never wanted to lose contact in the first place, but sad, because I know we won't be what we once were. But, she is my cousin, and I do love her very much. So maybe this is a step in the right direction. At least in one direction.