Will I stay or will I go?

So today has been all about being nervous that I won't make it home for Christmas. They closed the airports early this morning and yeah, I'm flying tomorrow. The reason is a few inches of snow. But tonight has been very mild, and on the website ther're saying that my flight is on time tomorrow. Fingers crossed.


Then I had a staff party with my co-workers... interesting and a bit too much information came out. And that of course I have to go over the same thing with my bf as always, which I'm getting really tired of doing. So yeah, I said that maybe it's better his flight is cancelled tomorrow. I was super excited about him coming to Sweden, but I don't want to waste my time on someone who obviously doesn't care about what I'm saying, or at least not when he's drunk.

So again. Fingers crossed. I want to go home.