Realization

There are a few things that occured to me today.

First of all, my work here in Sweden is awesome and fucked up at the same time. More about that later.

Second, I was listening to one of my very favourite songs at the moment (constantly repeating on my iPod) and the lyrics goes like this. "Don't wait, act now, this amazing offer won't last long..." and yes, it occured to me that I am awesome doing what I do right now. Chasing my dreams.

Third. While getting into details about five month trip with my co-worker, I realized; "wow I really have done a lot and I'm only 21 years old." I am greatful for having the curage, or for just being enough naive to dare.

Four, I don't have that strong character as I would like to think. I was so pround saying no to a cinamon bread from an old lady, I even braged about it to my training friend. Half hour later I had eaten some really heavy shit my co-worker could not accept a no for an answer. So tomorrow and Sunday there will be some serious exercises.