life and death

Sometimes I think horrible thoughts... like taking someones life. But it for that persons own sake.

Working with older people is quite hard sometimes. It's a really great job, but every now and then you go home to a lady that can't do anything on her own, not eat, drink, sit and barely talk. She lays in her bed, with not a sign of fat on her body, stiff as a stick, without being able to comunicate normal. She's the loveliest most greatful person I've met, but I think that she feels that her time has come.

So I wouldn't think my thoughts is that horrible after all. I think that who ever gets to take someones life should think about which life he choses. Because then you have these people, happy and are living a quite healty life as far as I know. Maybe they have a bad sight, but that's pretty much it. They are the ones fighting against cancer.

But life isn't fair. Never has been, never will be.
We can all just hope we're the lucky one.