help i'm alive

The internet at home doesn't work so here I am writing from school. I've been feeling low the past couple of days and yesterday I was so pissed off at my teacher I could cry and hit the wall with my fist.

There's a lot of money going to this school and I feel that one out of three days we're just waisting our time and money. At least I do. I could almost start working more because I rather gain some money and save me from a stressful situation, then to go to a place where I just get frustrated.

And don't get me wrong, I absolutely love day two and three. I'm just saying, I'm stressed all the time and I can't really relax. I have fix things and find somewhere I can work out, because I'm going to have a mental breakdown and I wish I was joking about it.