D-pointment

Work was really good today and I am so happy to have my job. My boss also said he's very pleased having me there, and that makes me a bit proud because I'm really not a waitress. Or well, now I am.

And I also got my two weeks of from work, so Sweden here I come, in September!

My plans for tonight was blown off, again, which made me really disappointed. I hate that feeling and I need to work on that, because I know it's not the last time it's going to happen.

But I do think I realized something. I lock myself out from people just to not let rejections get to me. No feeling involved = no disappointments. If it's good or bad I wont say, probably bad. But it keeps me on track. Or so I thought, because I still ended up disappointed and angry today.

But enough about that.

Instead I'm going out to a karaoe-bar with a couple of lads tonight. I'm sure that will be fun. I feel like drinking too. I already broke my sweet-pact with myself, so maybe I'll cheat on the alcohol-pact too.