Final

I just worked my last fourteen hours at my work. I am so going to miss my oldies, at least the sweet ones. Today I sat and watched TV wih one of them. We laughed. "We shared a moment", as it would say in the book in Nicaragua.

So what's next?

I am petrified about leaving. Here I am comfortably fine, but only as far as you all can see. I am longing for something more. I can't be too careful to reach out for it, that's why I will leave.

But still, I love it here. I really do. A boy I was dating last week told me that he wanted to see the world with my eyes. I think the world is beautiful, I think home is beautiful, my friends, my family, my work.. beautiful. So yeah, it's bitter sweet. That's all I have to say about that.