It's me, Emily

You know... sometimes you know things but you just don't really realize them. I just realized that it's actually only three weeks left until I leave Sweden again. I'm actually gonna move away, again, and I just think I peed my pants.

And I don't know if I leaked for a good or a bad feeling. It's both. I'm scared and I am excited. I am ready, I just don't know, sometimes I doubt myself and what I am capable of. I know I will make it, but it's scary. I will leave people I love, people I like and people I really care about, again. I like my life here, but I know greater things will happen and I am aware of the sacrifices I have to make to get there.

But hey, it me I'm talking about. I never drive safe, and I guess I just have to live with that.