Man, men

San Diego was so much fun and my hosts were amazing in all ways possible! But now I am back in OC with Vanessa, even though she's out partying with her friends... I'm still a baby for 3 more weeks, and I am waiting with patiens to experience the clubs, again...!

So what do one do when one can't do anything?

That is a pretty good question if I may say so myself. After over nine months I decided a couple of days ago that I was going to call the first love I had in my life, who happens to live in Hollywood. I was actually nervous, sincerly. But then there was no answer, and not the eight other times I tried either. And nighter did I get an answer to the mail I sent. So what do I do, give up? I just think if the guy doesn't want anything to do with me, he could at least be a man telling me so, right?

And tonight I've been chatting with a lovely guy from home. You know, for me when I travel I tend to forget to think of people and feel at the same time. I do think of people at home, but it's just thoughts. I wouldn't say I miss anyone, but when I sit down and really feel love for them, I do, I miss them. Anyways, he is really nice, he gives me goosebumpes.