Happy girl

So I booked my flight as I said I would. I will come to LA on March 13th and go back home to Stockholm from New York on May 28th, if that´s what faith wants me to do.

I just realized I have the biggest rash on my arm. I really do wonder what I will look like soon. This is not beautiful. But I guess that´s what you get when you choose this. And it is totally worth it. Because right now, life is beautiful. The feeling of having all the control in the world, only me hold the wheel, doing what I want, when I want. It´s just great.

Sure, it has its negative point of view to, because I hold all the responsability in my hands and there´s always things to figure out along the way. And you can´t really delay them, otherwise you´ll get stuck. But things tend to float pretty well for me anyways.

It is fun being out here alone too. I will not be the same person when I come back, that is for sure. The things you see just can´t leave you unmarked. And for only 25 days of traveling I have seen so many things I can assure you. And what I plan to do... I just now I´m not going to be the same Emily as when I left. Or, I will still be me, but so much more.

I don´t miss home one bit. I even don´t really miss my love ones I have to say. But then I´m not really a person who misses things, I live in the present. The only thing I can feel that I miss about Sweden is the feeling of security. It is tireing to go around being aware all day long.

But I do think of you a lot. And when I see something amazing, which is a lot, I always wish that you would have been there beside me, experience the same thing as I do. I am a happy girl I hope you are happy too.