Resignation

I finally did it, I sent my resignation letter for my reception hours at the gym.
I'm one month I will be ONLY doing PT hours, scary but soooo much better.

At the moment I am busy so I will not worry too much about what happens during summer. My expenses are already high, but sometimes you have to take the leap and practice faith!

One more month of reception.... aaaah nice!

New Year, New You

Happy New Year everyone! 

Spent my holiday in Sweden just chilling and hanging out with my family and closest friends. Exactly what I needed, but as always it feels too short when I go back. 

I'm back at work and I'm excited for what the new year will hold for my business and for the music. I'm stepping up the game a notch. As for resolution I will not have any really. I wanna make things happen and I don't wanna have "resolution" being the reason I do things. 

But I guess if I have to pick a resolution it will be that I'm gonna be better cooking food and making sure I eat properly.

Merry Christmas

I just want to wish everyone a very Merry Christmas.
Where I'm from we are celebrating today, on the 24th.

I'm in Sweden celebrating with my family, just the way it's suppose to be

Anyways, I hope that your Christmas is filled with LOVE in all it's forms. 

Getting there

Lately I have been feeling pretty shit, and I just don't know why. I am not going to lie, but it has been pretty though. But at least I can say I am dealing with it. 

Today I went to a Christmas party with my old (new) gym. It was nice to meet a couple of people and it was nice that some people recognised me as working at the gym, even though I'm not spending too mch time there yet. 

One thing that killed me wasmy co-workers just being stupid. It is not my life and I shouldn't care, btu I guess I am just naive at heart and want to believe people are better than what they are..... well they are not. 

I just wanna get busy and not have anything to do with these people, and I am so grateful having a bf like Kay... it's so hard to take for granted when you have something/someone good going on.

Midnight Blues

It's 1.30am and I'm wide awake. So much for resting this weekend too... 

I've spent time with myself tonight - which was awesome. It's very rare to have the flat to myself, so I really enjoyed it and yeah... tried to be a little bit productive. 

I tried to record some ideas for the Arkestry album, but ended up starting to record a cover of a Queen song. It's pretty jokes, but I'm gonna try to finish it and get Perea to help me do something with it. 

Eh, tomorrow it's Sunday and I'm meeting the Bf's mum for the first time. Time to put on my charm face again... so maybe I should get some sleep. 

Good night!

hi hello

Hey every one. 

So a lot of things are happening all the time and I am still not good at updating this blog. Sorry about that.


So the last time I wront here I just filed my tax return papers.. today I got a letter that I have to pay 244 pounds. With only 276 pounds in the bank it makes it kind of scary and exciting to be alive here in London. Things need to start to pick up as I will have to go out prostitute in a few months otherwise. Jokes! 

I'm writing out this new program though that I'm going to offer to 4 people next week and the following week, and then I'm going to launch the whole thing in December. And come January and things don't pick up... nah it will, so no worries. 

self-employment and the worst pain ever

I just did my first ever self-employment tax return filing. LOOONG. But now it's done. I won't be owing anything for my first few months, but I think for next year I will get myself a good accountant to help me out. This shit is too stressful, I just want to train and expand my business. Really hate numbers.

Other than that I just wanted to share with you that I put myself through the worst pain I've felt so far last Friday. 

I went to the sex and health clinic to get a copper coil fitted. OMFG, it was pure horror. I kept it together sooo well when they did the procedure, but man did I want to scream and spasm all over the place. And the cramps afterwards.... fuuuuck that. 

I was in bed for the rest of the day, and took some serious painkillers. But I was still cramping the day after. Not as bad, but still like a proper period cramp. And today it's Sunday and I can feel that my stomach is not happy, but I'm not in any super pain either. Just weird. 

Apparently the period cramps might get sooo much worse than what they've been before and I might bleed for much longer and heavier too... great.. Though I read that some people stop having periods too, which I actually wouldn't mind. I shall let you know what my case is later on... 

Have a good Sunday afternoon.

beats

put it down onto paper.

I'm still not very good at updating this blog, but here I am.. for now. 

I feel very happy at the moment. 

Work is picking up, and just in this moment I feel very inspired for music. So I'm brain dump recording some ideas over one of our tunes. I haven't "heard" any melodies in my head for a very long time... and even though we might not use what I'm recording today... at least I'm feeling creative and open. 

Today I will worry extremely little about the marketing part of work and only sit here and work on the tunes for as long as my brain allows me.

And tonight I'm going to see a musical called Sunny Afternoon. About The Kinks. My client gave me two tickets and it's suppose to be really good. And that's what the London life is about... all the things you could be doing/seeing/experiencing EVERY DAY..

I hear another melody coming to me. 

Laters loved ones!

work twerk

Tuesdays are crazy with work. Usually not too bad, but even working at reception was busy today. I don't really mind too much to be honest... but I can feel now that I'm tired. 

And of course Kay is on his way here, drunk after a night out... It wasn't suppose to be a late night, but now it is. He has to open up the gym tomorrow, and I'm gonna go to Southwark to bum around for a little and have a training session before doing some recording. 

I have loads to do but I cannot focus at the moment. 
I might just go to bed, but then I don't want to wake up just to open the door... Buuu!