productivity on top

I love those moments when you slip into a study mode when it wasn't your intentions from the start. So for the past two hours I've been working on my samba draft, done some Steely Dan research and started on that freaking Steely Dan draft too. And I still have two more hours before I have to go to work.

Oh, and I have also packed my bag for London. I know I still have another five days here in Sweden, and I intend to enjoy them as much as possible, but I do look forward to go back and get cracking. I have such a good feeling for next term.. but I might as well rest a little before that time is here. But what do you do when you're resting? It's not really in my vocabulary. I'll try reading a book.

3 years ago and today

I can't believe that three years ago on the day I went travelling for five months. It truly was something very special and amazing I got to experience on my own, and it really did change my point of view in life and my point of view of myself and others. 

I'm longing for the day I will pack up my backpack and head out for another adventure like that one. But in a way I'm on a greater adventure right now. And just like back then... it's hard and many times I just wanna go back home, but at the same time I love every single moment of it.

sleepyhead

The days I'm not working a morning shift I really make the most out of my bed. Well I could probably stay longer, but I think 10 am is enough. I usually wake up earlier, but it's just so dark outside. Especially days like this, gray and gloomy. 

Tonight after work I'm celebrating new years with two of my friends. Just some white wine and loads of talking. Can't wait!

2012 thoughts, 2013 goals

So the new year is coming up. 

I'm quite happy with the year that has passed by. I can't really recall everything that has happened, but I'm just happy. And I'm happy in London, at least for now. So for the first half of next year I'm gonna push on, as always, but a little harder. I'm gonna continue writing stuff with the man Perea. And when summer comes, and graduation has passed, I will be able to look back on these three years in London and think that I did great, and that hopefully I have something beautiful to hold on to and stay for a while. 

Just some midnight thinking. 

Btw, the full moon was soooo beautiful last night. 

Good night.

head ache and sweat

I woke up and I did some studies. Really proud of that. Then I got this super weird head ache that has been coming and going all day. Like a sting on the right side of the head. And I also have this really weird sound in my left ear that just won't stop. Oh well. 

I got trained by my friend Fabian. Maaaaan I was tired, but he was still a little impressed of my progress since the last time we trained. I wish I could have a PT session, or three, every week. I love it so much. Fortunately we are gonna squeeze another session in before I go home. Yippi!

Eh, went on a little shopping spree before going home. Training cloths, stockings and a mask for new years eve.

Now I'm going to bed. Head ache and weird sounds are coming with me.

birthdays and family

Been celebrating my gran's 75th birthday today. It was such a nice suprise for her and she was so happy for it too, though she didn't want to have a party. But it was more relaxed and with good food and good people. 

It was so nice to see my cousins and my auntie. I'd really love to be able to see them more often, but once or twice a year is what it has always been. Though it feels that we're getting closer and closer for each year. So much fun. 

Every now and again I spared a thought for my grandad, wishing of course that he could be there, but at least that he would know that my gran is doing fine and that she has a lot of people around her. 


I decided to go back to my mums tonight since I have a PT session with my friend tomorrow and I really need to review what I need to have started before school starts. Time flies. 

dreams

Was gonna go to bed and watch Ted. But I'm too tired. So I'm just gonna have a little stare at Tom instead, and then enter the world of dreams straight away.

Eve, Day, and another day

I was working Christmas Eve and Christmas Day, oh well, and Boxing Day too. So after work I spent Christmas Eve with my friend Emilie. I thought it was really nice. We saw Beauty and the Beast and then I fell asleep to Pocahontas. 

Then up at 6 am to work again, then I travelled to stay at my dad's last night. My stepmum had cooked the most delicious freaking turkey and ricepudding EVER. And the best part was that I got plenty of it for lunchbox today. Nice

Now I'm back at my mums house. They were having a full house board game night, which I missed since I worked evening today. 

I finally got to open my Christmas gifts, and some of them were super nice and needed, and some of them are just the same as last year, and the year before that. But hey, another PJ's and more slippers can never go wrong!?

Tomorrow I'm definately waking up doing some exercise and some vocal exercises. I feel physically fat and vocally out of shape. No good. No good.

Day Before Christmas Eve II

Oh I forgot to say. I have been watching training films... Almost the same as wctually following them. Eh, it's Christmas for god's sake.

Day Before Christmas Eve

Eh I've done no studying and no training today. I have been Skyping with my friend Emilie (?!) and made lunch and lunchbox for tomorrow, and packed my bags for my sleepover days at Emilie's. And I've stole a bag in box of wine from my mum. Well, I've borrowed it. And now it's time for me to get ready for work. Oh yeah.