I get by with a little help from my friends

I've got some help from a friend. And now I'm going to the gym. One last mood to finish off, but I need a break, and what better than to sweat for a bit?

soon

Still wokring on my string arrangement. But I can gladly say that I am getting somewhere, slowly but steady. 

I think I will go to the gym in a couple of hours. I have not been able to go a lot lately, and it makes me feel bad. So yes. First I wanna do some more on my strings...

Doing it the natural way

Just came back home after my doctors appointment. I was suspecting the truth. I have a bladder infection, or a Cystitis as we also can call it. 

This time I'm not going on an antibiotic treatment. I'm gonna try a natural treatment that helped my friend from her troubles. So here we go. 

I guess by September we will know if it worked, because it was about that time the infection hit my kidneys (found out that today). That was not fun at all.

sleeping beauty

I fell into such a hard sleep last night. I slept well and I didn't wake up when Steve climed into bed after having nightmares. And I didn't wake up to his alarm or when he climed out of bed this morning. 

I feel great. 

Today I have one doctors appointment and then it's all about the strings. I might go to the gym, but I highly doubt it.

And I just wanna say Happy Birthday to my friend Rosaline in Sweden. I hope you'll have an amazing day. Can't wait to catch up when I get back to the motherland.

in the end...

I had my last exams today. 

My double bass exam went really well, I was so relieved since that was my most unsure exam. My dear friend Marie even Tweeted about it, haha, and I guess that made me happy and a bit proud of myself. 

And my 4 part harmony exam went well as well. So I can't be more than happy and proud of myself and the girls that were singing for me. Thank you so much!

Then the college had arrange a worshop with PP Arnold, a woman that has been in the business for about 45 years. Her lifestory was one of the most interesting and impressive things I've ever heard. She really was at the right place in the right moment. And man could she sing! At the age of 65+..... 

It was such a great ending of a great day. And it was worth every missed second I could have put my time on composing for my string quartet arrangement that has to be handed in on Friday. 

To end this day I'm going to bed.

the ending of last night

So last night was a bit hard. It ended with me being furious, having him move my keyboard into the room, since I had to wake up and practice early this morning. 

Then, since I had been crying, I wanted to steam, to clear everything and just to calm down. But with that I had to have his friend move into the bedroom, my keyboard and computer back into the living room, and me staying on the sofa for the night. 

Not to forget. I got really hot with this feeling of rage, so that I had to take a shower, but there was a HUGE night butterfly in the bathroom that I tried to kill over and over again. Eventually Steve came and flushed it down the toilet. 

Well, after all that I fell alseep around 4 am this morning. Leaving my only slightly too tried when my alarm went off a few hours later... 

I haven't felt this way in some time...

So it's 2 am and I'm so pissed off a person can be at this time of the day.
I went to sleep after a long day wirth of practicing, exams and more practicing. at 1.45 AM, my flatmate comes home, and not only does he wake me up, ha also brought a friend. Usually I wouldn't mind, but the fact that he not for once considered that I have two exams tomorrow and have to wake up early to practice and prepare for them, really upsets me. I can't even describe how much. And then come and say that he didn't know and he "texted" me about it. You can't really count a text if it's in the middle of the night and I already said long time ago that I was going to sleep.

I am so angry I don't know what to do. I tried crying, and I tried giving him a hard time, but he's eighter too drunk or too stupid to get the point. Now I'm left with a huge head ache and only a few more hours left to sleep. I think I will cry some more.

This is Calcutta, Vocal Exam is Dead

I think I did a pretty good job in my vocal exam today. I was a bit nervous in my first song, so I was a bit pitchy and got a tiny bit lost for a second. But I got back into it, and the rest of my exam I felt quite relaxed and happy to be honest. I'm glad it's over, but it feels a bit empty at the same time. What do I practice every day now?

Well, I've got pleany to do until tomorrow, so I better get to it.

Go get them Tiger

It's time to go to school.
I can do this,
I can do this,
I WILL DO THIS!