treats and cheats

I got my haircut yesterday, nothing special yet, but feels amazing. The guy is great too. So I will probably stick with him for a while.

Work was fine, and workout afterwards a failure. I dropped the weight on my hand and my finger got swollen and I couldn't bend it. Great. It's better today, do after I've gone central I will go to the gym to beast out a little before work.

Last night I went all in on some cookies. I don't regret it, but now I gotta go harder at the gym this week. I haven't felt the training in a while, not like I used to. So it's a struggle to get motivated these days. 

TIME

So tomorrow I'm getting a hair cut. 

About time.

Things are happening

This weekend I did my theory papers and my pracitcal exam for level 2. I passed the practical like a pro, and I'm still waiting for the theory results, which should be arriving this week. I think I passed but one part was not easy. This coming weekend I start level 3, can't wait. 

Last week I once again got reminded of why I just can't work for people much longer, so come next year and I'll be self-employed not looking back, ever again. 

As for today, maaaan, time it going slow. 

I've been on it! Called the agency about some things that needs to be sorted in the house, booked a haircut appointment for tomorrow, cleaning, food shopping and cooking three dishes. And I still have two hours to go before I start work. So I'm gonna look at some level 3 theory and see what that's all about.

training

Today I went to the gym with Raae to practice for my practical exam on Saturday. I consider myself a good training teacher, but it's so hard when you have to think about everything that they want us to consider. Usually it comes naturally, but just because there is some kind of preasure of doing things, it becomes a lot harder to do it without doubting. It's all gona be good!

Grown-up decisions

We got a letter about our gas bills going up. So now we need to make a decision and find out our best options for the future. This is not a perk of being a grown up. But I am not a child living at my mums place anymore either, so this is my life now. Get use to it!

APPLE

So since getting my new iphone, and having in ipad. I'm just not really on my computer very much. The iphone is great, but tonight I'm having a one on one session with my computer. So tired, I need holiday!

joining forces

Just ordered an iphone. I'm coming over to the dark side. Grown-up points... or maybe not. I don't know...

OG JFH

rushing!

Hello people. 

I've had my friend Jo staying over for a couple of days. It has been sooo much fun. Last night we layed in bed laughing for hours. And today I'm a little bit sad that she went back home for a while.

I didn't wake up until after the course actually started today, meaning I was one hour late. So I felt slightly disconnected and unfocused today. But I went to pret on the first break, ordered a strong latte and.... it was on the house. Made my day! 

The course is awesome, and tomorrow is the last teaching day before the theoretical and practical exam. It's gonna be fine. I'm gonna love my new job! 

Now I need to get ready for going to see D play at the O2 academy in Brixton. Gonna be a good night!

arrogant...?

So I'm on this thing called diet. No carbs, no sweets and no alcohol. 

I've just managed through day two out of one month. Haa, sounding like an addict, but it has been alright actually. 

Yesterday I took the first full body pictures ever taken for a purpose of seeing results. It's just not my thing, but this time I think it had to be done. It's funny though how people usually think they look worse than they actually do. For me it's the oppsite... thinking I'm some kind of hot mama gracing the earth I walk on... well, as arrogant that may seem, I hope I will at least be slightly closer to that self-image I carry with me. 

OUCH

I have been studying more or less since I got home from the PT course, 5 hours ago. 

I bought a new notebook where I rewrote all my notes from the three days the course has been held. MAN do I take notes?!?! My hand is actually numb. But it's all nice and tidy in my new book of exercise. 

I'm starting a new series now, Scandal. Seems pretty good, and D is hyping about it. Well deserved end of my saturday night, while everyone else is out and about....

Friday

Another weekend has begun. I'm sitting in my room, alone... this week I'm not drinking wine on my own. In fact, I will probabaly not have any wine for the next month. 

On monday I stop eating carbs and sugar for a month. My diet has been really bad lately, and I wanna be in the best shape I  can be for when I'm qualified as a PT. And I feel that I need to challenge my diciplin again. So, wish me luck... It's gonna be bare hard!

Mum-time, band-time, me-time

My computer has been turned off since my mum came on Saturday morning, but here I am. 

I took her to Broadway market, Brick Lane market, Old Spitafields market, central for some shopping, the Science museum and around Victoria Park. We had loads of fun, and stayed friends... most of the time. Haha. 

GOOD NEWS! 

My band has booked dates for recording the EP. November 19th-22nd is when this is gonna happen, and I couldn't be more excited. I'm not sooo excited to pay the invoice later today, but I just need to remind myself that it's an investment. But this means I might have to work Christmas in Sweden again this year. All good for the good things. 

We had this weekend off from the PT course, so I haven't been on the studying since my mm was here. But I managed to most of the two worksheets that has to be done, so I don't feel too bad about it to be honest. 

As for today I've been doing vocals for the last hour, I'm gonna go gym to train, meet a friend and go central to hand in my new headphones that broke after like two weeks, go to work and then train again. Productivity!