good thing or two

Hey, I just wanna mention some positive things that's happening. 

First.. It made me very happy to find out that contraception in this country is free of charge. Bare happy actually, in Sweden it wold cost me a bit to make sure I don't get kocked up. Oh, but that's what condoms are for too... 

Me and Perea had a very very long writing sessio and BOOM, another song is more or less finished. We're planning on going into the studio to record our EP of three songs in November. Fucking can't wait, it's actually proper good music we're sending your way around Christmas! 

PT course is going fine, I'm just finishing off my work sheets so that I don't have to think about them. I will have my Level 2 in just a month, which means that I can start instructing classes and shit. I got my payslip, and after working many hours this month I get pretty shit payed. PT certificate come soon! I need to earn dollars, honestly.. This country is ridiculous of sucking money out of you. 

Eh, yeah.. gotta crash now.

love sundays.

Sundays... it's something special about them I think. I feel like the day runs slower than the other days, even though I might have a lot to do throughout the day. 

I never plan it, but for some reason I tend to have a treat-myself evening on a Sunday. Like taking a bath, putting oils in my hair, watch something nice, eat something good and just spend time with myself... reminising. 

So yeah, today was no exception. 

Tomorrow I'm heading into the studio with the band. I do hope that some magic will be played. I need it, I need the spark back to the front of my focus. Good night!

moving on

Today I finally did what I've been suppose to do for about 6 weeks now. I cancelled my membership at my old gym. Very bittersweet, but as many relationships, you grow apart and have to move on. It was the right thing to do, and who knows, maybe one day I'll be there again, earning them dollars.

First day in school, again.

The course today was good. Extremely basic, but I guess that's where it would have to start. It's a proper mix of people as well, and the teacher is just a legend!

My morning though was so stressful. 

I came down to the station where I had to turn around because it was closed, I saw a bus coming so I ran for my life to get to the bus stop. Ten meters left and the bus decided to leave. Since it's Saturday I couldn't wait for another bus to come, since I was gonna be late already. So I took a taxi. We came down to London Bridge where I decided that I was gonna walk the rest of the way. Half way to the gym there was a pink mini-van jsut standing still in the middle of the road, with a guy just looking dead. So I walked there and knocked hard on the window a few times to check if he was dead or not and after about one minute he woke up, extremely disorigentated and drove off withour saying a word.

I have homework for tomorrow, but right now I'm shattered!

beautiful friday

Ended up not coming home before 3.30 or something last night. It was a quite chill night out, which was good. By the time I hit the bed I had been up and going for about 23 hours. 

Today Raae woke me up at 9.15 am to ensure me that we would make it to the gym for 10. I felt fine this morning to be honest, and managed to both train and go for a run with my co-worker. 

SUNSHINE was making the day super nice, and after making a nice dish at home I went back to Victoria park for a stroll with music in my ears. 

I've spent so many hours organizing all the shit I've had in my window, plus cleaning up my room. 

I'm off to bed now, because tomorrow I will start the PT course. Fuck, I can't believe it's already here. Things will only get better from now on. 

Aight, night!

Fish bowl of Creativity

Sitting in my room, trying to a little creative. I've been so busy working, training and preparing for this PT course that starts on Saturday, that the reason why I'm staying in London has fallen to the side. Not good at all. So today I'm gonna try to trick my creative side to come out and hopefully this music of ours is gonna start working more organic soon.

Worrrkin'

Sitting here alone in the reception. Been a little productive, but now I'm starting to get bored.

Today i'm going to my old gym for the last time as a member there. Bitter sweet, but it's no point in me going there anymore really... I have thought about maybe apply for a job there later when I have my qualification. They don't really have a female PT there, and with over 6000 members I think there is a market for me there, but I will have a look around elsewhere as well of course. 

Well... Only 2,5 hours left.... 
What to do, what to do....

JFH Family

I've always been living with boys... my mum, and then only boys.

One year ago I moved in with two girls, Raae and D. I always thought living with girls would be dramatic and shit, but I must say that living with these two are pretty cool. Sure there are things we are very different-minded about, but overall, we have really created a nice little family here in London. 

I think I'm still getting used to the overflow of girly stuff, and that for once in my life I have people I can borrow clothes, make-up etc.

So cool when I think about it. 
I live whole-hearted in London. 
Where do you live?

home-home

Skyping with my friend Emilie, I miss her. And my other Swedish friends. They had a big party this weekend which I couldn't go to, that sucks so bad, but that's how it is... Gonna be good to go home in December and MAYBE not work this time. 

hello monday

Today was a pretty good day. Starting with me making shit loads of pancakes. I made so much mix that I had to save some, since it took forever to make all the pancakes. Good though, means that I can do some tomorrow as well! 

Been practicing a lot today as well, took a nap and then went to work. Work is just a fun house, I love being there when certain people are there to work with. 

I trained with one of the guys afterwards. None of us wan't really feeling to train, but we did alright I think. Eh, so yes... now it's time to chillax in bed, since I'm not tired. Me and some boys from the gym are going to another gym to train tomorrow before work, so that will be fun. They have monkey bars there!

good day, eh?

I have had a very nice day today. Loads of gym time, first at my old gym, then training Raae where I work, another short workout before work. Pretty chill and fun in the reception today again. Got home, had a girly night with Raae, doing girly stuff and watched Cast Away. 

But then, in the middle of the film, I got a text from the guy I was cleaning for... who really makes his way to make my life misserable. Fucking asshole, seriously.

I was gonna go to bed now, but I'm super hungy now as well....

sleep and good bye.

I sleep like a freaing bear once I've fallen asleep. Waking up is hard work too. Every day I wake up by myself at 9ish, but it sure feels earlier than that. 

Anyways. 

Work today was just a lot of fun really. Taking the piss most of the day, so work is not really work. And I get payed. Sure, charity salary, but still, I get payed. 

Eh, tomorrow morning I'm planning on going to my old gym. Probably for the last time, so it will be a bit weird to say good bye. I won't really miss it, it's just something that has been there for me quite some time now. 

bills bills bills

Pjuuuuh, it's soo expensive to live in this freaking city. Crazy. But, it doesn't really help to complain about it. Just gotta be super tight with the money until I have my PT qualification and them dollars are comming in like they should. Good to know that I have many hours at the gym in October though... 

So now I'm gonna go beast out at the gym instead.
Later.

small and henched

Work was long, and in the end I had a good head ache. But I stayed and got my training session in, which was great... and took the head ache away. 

I managed to deadlift 80 kg today too, so I'm pretty happy I must say. 

Got a phone call from my dad just now, haven't spoken to him in about 1,5 week, so he thought it was about time. And as always it's so nice to get a phone call from home. 

Now I'm gonna take a loooon looon shower and go to bed. Have to open the gym at 6.15 tomorrow morning, so yeah... later.

WORK MODE

Just home quickly from work. It's all good, though evenings are the best to work.

sleep, sing, study

I slept for almost 11 hours last night and I can't explain how much I needed it. And now I'm doing my vocals before hitting the study mood, my course starts in 11 days, so I think it's about time to prepare for it.

royal visit

I have had the most amazing weekend with my friend Emilie. We might have slept a little too little, and eaten waaay too little. But what what a good time. Love love love. 

FABRIC!

yo yo yo

So. Now. 

Sweden was great last week. Loads of partying and little time to think. I saw the people I came over to see and I went back home again. Quick and easy. 

This week I've only been working really. And training. But you all know that by now. 

My friend Emilie is coming over from Sweden. She should actually be here in like 30 minuted or something. Gonna be soooo good to have her here. 

As of like 20 minutes ago I decided that I'm gonna quit one of my jobs. It payes the most, but it's not worth the hazzle from the people I'm cleaning for. I can always find another job if I need it. Though I'm working alright hours this month, so it should all be good. It's nice with extra money, but fuck it, don't need to be swept around with. 

So yeah... gonna just wait for Emilie, then off to bed. 

Tomorrow we're going to Fabric for some Dubstep dancing, and on Saturday I'm having a few people over for chill and drinks. Then I'm off the partying until after my PT course is done. BOOM!

Still kicking it

Yo, I'm still alive... I have almost totally forgotten about this blog, but I will take my time soon to settle with it again. A lot of things are happening. A lot of good things, and a lot of things maybe not so good according to everyone. 

Gotta get some sleep though. Working two jobs, trying to be creative, and working out is a killer.