I'm walking

Walked home today again. Really didn't want to at first, but since I don't seem to get my ass to training I figure that is the least I could do. But as I said to my friend, no one else is complaining about how I look, so why stress too much?

majs

First day of sale at work. Crazy, my feet hurt. I did walk all the way home in half rainy London. Having dinner.

back

I'm back in hot London. I like both of my homes. But I always prefer the place that's the hottest.

MIDSOMMAR

Midsummer came, midsummer went.

Good times, happy times!

We were lucky enough not to have any rain when we ate or when we danced. Just a splash in the evening. And just a short heavy rain during the second day.

Eh, yeah... we ate and drank.
I had a fight with my brother and now I have bruises and scratch marks all over my body, but that's what you get when you fight with bigger people.

Well, other then that, everything was sooooo nice. I just love midsummers, even though sometimes they are slow... but it's included and relaxing.

Went for a walk with Turbo, the dog, today before we went back home to the city. We walked to a lake and I was supriced of how warm the wather was. If I was alone, or had a bikini on, I would have joined the dog for a swim!

So yeah, came home and cut my brother's hair, looking good. Then I felt like cleaning a bit, so I hoveres the flat and started the massive clean-work that has to be done in my brother's room.

Just finished dinner and now I'm planning for the summer spent in Sweden! :D

god natt

Funny enough I can't sleep, and it's 2.30 am. Oh well, in my head it's 1.30.... but still. I'm an early sleeper nowadays...

Gonna start read a book and the magic will happen.

Good night bf, it's strange not to sleep next to you.

SVERIGE

I'm in Sweden! Weeeehaaa!

Eh, that's it. Good night.

Midsummer celebrations tomorrow, and I'm excited.
Bought two bottles of gin for the party, I know my brother has two bottles and about 24 beers. And then my dad I persume has a lot too. In other words, we won't get thirsty.

Hey and bye

It was a very nice night I must admit, although I really didn't feel like going in the first place.

Now I'm just waiting and waiting for the bathroom to be free so that I can free my face from its paint.

Tomorrow, waking up and do some serious packing.
Maybe I should make sure I know where the pass port is before I go to sleep?

I'm coming, I'm coming, I'm coming, I'm coming

Walked all the way home from Marble Arch after meeting my bf for his break. It took me about one hour, pretty good I think!

Now I'm getting ready for the gig tonight. I know I will be late, but hey. No stress.

days off

So I feel soooooo lazy today. I'm still in my lovely pj's and I've watched two films and one episode of a series.

It's almost 14.00, so i think I might have to get dressed and maybe go and meet up with bf fir his break. He likes it when I do that. And if I have the time, which i obvioulsy have, I like to do that too.

Actually, I will put on my running gear, so that I can go for a run when I've met him.

Since the dance is more expensive than I thought it would be, I have to, as I think I might said yesterday, prioritate my classes. Meaning I can't be on the lazy side the rest of the days.


Oh and btw. I'm going to Sweden tomorrow. Haha, it just hit me. I need to pack as well!

I'm bringing sexy back

The best PJ's ever!

boom bam baby,

I went to the dance. My ever first contemporary class and I LOVED IT SO MUCH. I just wanted to dance all night long. But then I found out that this school is mor expensive than I thought. So now I have to calculate and prioritate my expenses if I want to continue. I hate being a grown up sometimes. Why can't we just dance and sing all day, every day?

change

Or no, I'm going to college to get things over with, then I'm going to dance school tonight! :D

music

Woke up without being able to wake up. Ever had that feeling?

But when I finally woke up I heard the people in the flat leaving. But no, one of them just gave the other one a ride to work.

I had started to write a song, and got very awkward when she came back.

This is what I got, so far.

I believe in myself
It's so nice to trust in myself
Too long now I have tried to please every one else
So tonight I'm gonna stop
And listen to myself

Coz when time comes around
I have lost something
There's no time for regrets and feel sorry for myself.

You can't tell me what to think, no no no no'
Or tell me what to do, ooh.
You can't tell me what to be, no no no no
Cuz I'm gonna be me.

So some if you want,
to see what I could achieve, that I could succed
So come if you dare,
to see that I could succed, coz I dared to believe.

Time to go to the dance school!
Wiiiwhoooo

HEJ!

DANCE!

Work today wasn't very productive. I didn't sell for more then 15.95. Nice!

Tomorrow is the day it will happen. I will go back to dancing, and I don't think no one can understand my excitement. Serious happy rush it going through the body. Plus I'm bringing a friend who needs it as much as I do.

Happy happy.

Fairy Fair

Just came back in. It was actually fun. Just like one of those old school fairs. I love the enviroment. Gonna watch Memento and settle the stomache now.

blä

Going to the fair, was looking forward to it. Now there are more people joining in, not what I wanted.

where the streets has no name

Sunday. Slept until about 3 pm. Nice.

Lunch at the same old place and now home cleaning.
There's a fair outside in the park. My bf and I are going there later.

Such a chill day.

Something to fall back on

I was in a very bad mood just two seconds ago. Then one second ago I read this that was sent to me from a stranger on FB. It sure made my day a bit more happy mode. 

''

I saw your profile and your pic and i will love to know you better.i have just resigned from work here in the London where i have been working with UNICEF and i am planning to relocate over to Sweden. for an investment, and i will like to meet you in person when i come and hoping to have a good start of relationship with you, as i am looking for a life time partner and a companion, i hope you will be good and faithful to me.Pls send to me some of your beautiful pics, here is my email address john_murray91@yahoo.com I look forward to your urgent response. Regards, John Murray.''

Other then this I can say I didn't go to the dance class today since I couldn't be asked to stress. But i will go tomorrow after work for schizzle.

one year

Good morning.

It's raining.

I walked my bf to the bus and then had a small training session in the park, under a tree. Then the rain started but I remained dry. It was so cozy! But yeah, when I ran home again I got soaked in a matter of minutes.

It's time to get ready for the very last exam of the year. When I think about it, I really can't believe it has been a year. Well, almost. I love it so much now.

Well, good luck today.

clowns

I've been practicing the piano for a couple of hours. I almost have two songs down! Score.

Eh, I don't really want to read music history now, but I have to. Then I think I'll go for a walk before I go to bed.

Oh btw, I think there's a circus coming up in my park outside the house. I haven't been to a circus since I took a sneek peek of circus solace when I was working at Royal Albert Hall some time ago. And before that.... I guess I was 8 or something.

almost done, hey hey

Had my theory and my eartraining exams today. I must say that I think it went rather well! I know I screwed up on one thing, which is a Major Blues Scale. But who cares now.

Went to meet up with my bf on his break today again. That was really nice, even though yesterday was waaaay warmer and less cold.

Now I'm home. Practicing my piano skills. I just want to know everything, that's how I roll. I'm getting there, very slowly, but steady. Eeeuuhmm. Yeah. Gonna study for the history exam we have tomorrow too. Just a lot of reading, how fun. I could have gone to the EOT gigs tonight, but I decided to make one last effort for this school this term. Then nada!


Eh, HELLO, is it me you're looking for?
Lionel Ritchie is calling from the piano stand. Better go.

YES!

Hey hey.

The other week an older lady with flamenco outfit came to have an affogato where I work. Obviously she had been to a dance class and I asked her about it. Then I forgot about it. But now I found it. I'm gonna go there this week and check it out. It's so close to work it's funny too.

good job

I woke up a bit before 6 am and walked my bf to the bus. Wow I was tired to start with. But after a walk to Blockbusters and then back home again I felt refreshed. I felt like running but I didn't have the right clothes.

So I thought, maybe I can go out again at 8 and do some excercise. Well, after falling alseep again it was impossible for me to get up unti now. And it's almost 10 o'clock now.

Time for some pilates, then off to helf a friend with theory.
Such a nice day outsice too!

Just like a Monday

Quiet work day today. Did my last piece of studying and now there will be nothing but a distinction for me.

My bf came and picked me up too. Walked around a bit in Mayfair and visited a pub full of costume men drinking their after works.... I just never got this culture.

Eh, yeah... we both fell asleep while watching 17 again yesterday, so tonight will be the second and final attempt for Zack to impress us.

Have a good one!

Happy happy, butterflies!

Such a great Sunday.

Well, yesterday was awesome. Danced like a dancer should dance. SOOOO much fun!
Went to bed after watching some UFC next to a sleeping bf too.

Woke up and went for lunch with the mother in law and the sister. Very nice. Then a nice long sleep / watching UFC in the sofa.

Went to blockbusters to hand back some films from last week and got one more. I wasn't in line to pick the topic, nor the film, since I picked the horror theme last week.

Guess who's gonna watch 17 again, starring Zack Efron, after her shower. Oh yes, I am. Great ending of a great day with a great man.

I'm giving it my all, but I'm not the girl you're taking home.

Just because I'm cool

So, my legs do not feel better at all. But I am not gonna pussy out yet another time. Don't see the problem, but the solution. And here it is; support socks. Aaaaah, circulation. Yes. I'm going out as an old lady. But Man can I dance all night long in these.

So, Guarabana... here we come.

all night long

I'm going out tonight. Guarabana is the place.

The thing right now is that my legs are so soar, it's unbelievable.
I'm gonna chill here in the bed with my feet up and then it's time to warm up for the night.

Today is the birthday of a really old friend of mine. The girl I don't talk to anymore. I just sent her a message anyways... it just feels right. Maybe unwanted from the other side, but I still care for her, so what else can I do?

I don't drink..... wine.

Had my Swedish friend over for a film night. Bram Stoker's Dracula. I've seen it so many times, it is just that good.

I also "missed" my boss' leaving drinks, since I got informed about it ten minutes before it started. I just did a statement and said no, even though I would have loved to say good bye. So bye to you and good luck with everything!

Now I'm in bed chillaxin'. Just how it should be.

school!

I love college on Fridays. It's just sooo cool and relaxed, yet by far the best learning day we've had throughout the year.

It's strict but still not so. Hard to explain.
I just love it.

loser

Most people would think it's weird that I enjoy studying Theory.
I'm done with all of the units for the exam and I feel confident about it too.

Now, shower and off to school.
I feel like a geek. Loving every second.

home

Such a nice morning sleeping on my bf's chest and then walking him to the bus.

I'm going to college in a bit more than one hour. I'm looking forward to it so much. We learn a lot during this conversion course.

Oh, and I just booked my ticket to come home over the summer. Ryan is by far the cheapest and I'm so a student, so yeah.

JULY 12, evening time.

Like a rainbow

I can't make you love me if you don't

Had my vocal exam today. I must say I am disappointed in my performance. Everything there went wrong. But it's just an exam.

The other exam on the other hand... The one when we had to work with a pianist. It went great. Just a quite week opening tone, but I am quite pleased with the rest of the song. I do have to start work a bit on stage movement though.

Spend time in a pub, not drinking, for some time after and now I'm really cold and tired. Just gonna take a warm shower and go to bed with my theory. And it's actually because I enjoy it, not because we have an exam next week.

Narcissism

Please be mine.

Okay, I haven't left my piano since last post I did.
Oh well, I went from playing to transcribing. Fun fun fun. Hard hard hard.

Gonna go back to playing piano for another period of time. This time; scales, chord and other not too fun stuff. Then it's time to crawl into bed and watch a film. Early night is a must since I have two exams tomorrow.

music

What a weird weather day! Sun, hot, rain, cold, sun, cold.... yeah.

I celebrated today with a hot chocolate at Starbucks with my bf. Now I have a head ache.

I just figured out that I actually can sit down and practice my piano, so instead of going over modes and all that boring stuff, I will just enjoy the time with my dear music making machine.

That's how I want it.

Gooood morning London.

Woke up with my bf and walked him to the bus. Instead of going home I went to the park and did some exercise. Feeeling great, and it's not even 9 am yet.

Fatmate nr just left the house, so it's time to have a one hour practice.

Oh, and apparenty we're having a class photo shoot today. My guess it that 94% of the people won't show up.

hej katt

Just came home from my lovely time with Elin. We sat by the breakfast place for hours, then we walked up and down at Waitrose feeling a bit like in Sweden for some reason.

Oh well, we didn't do any training, so I will get my ass out there after another session of practicing. Then I will cook myself a stir fry! :)

7JUNE2011

I'm not tired or sick, it's just how I look.

bring it

I think I'll have the exam on a stick on Wednesday. Now I'm gonna shower and enjoy the sun (?)

tnx

Oh, found it!

Dude, where is my car?

It's nice when you make a plan and that fall asleep.

I woke up today at 5.30 to leave my bf by the bus. I came back home to eat my breakfast and went to bed just to sleep another hour.

Well, It's almost 11 am.
Time to get down to business.

The thing is, I can't find my phone.

boring day, efficient day.

I turned over 30.30 pounds today. That, my friends, is about one coffee per hour, but the last coffee order I had was at 13.34.

Too bad I brought too little to study. I've could have gone through everything for the Theory exam, twice.

But I have been a great student tonight actually, and this is when the house is full as well. I hate studying when not alone. But I've been efficient.

It's about time to go to bed.
Early night.
Tomorrow I'll start training again.
I think my friend in Sweden is gonna win our competition.
I have litterally not had much time for training, not even to think about it.
But I have a month to catch on.
Woot woot.

Happy happy day

Before even begin I just want to say congratulations to a couple in Sweden who got married today. I saw some pictures and it looked amazing! I'm happy for you.

With that said.

Today has been a rainy day, and it's stil raining.
But never fear... I've had a great day with my bf.

We went for breakfast and dinner shopping. Went back home for a film and around two o'clock we started to feel bored. Me bored is me easily grumpy. But I took the lead and we decided to go to ondon Dungeons.

I must say it was a bit lame, but we had a great time anyway! Plus we only paid half price!

After coming home we went to rent some horror movies to stay in the zone. Then my bf cooked us a super super nice dinner with trout and asparagus and new potatoes mash. YUMMMIE!

And then we watched 1408. Funny too see other people get scared.
It's a quite nice fim actually, but toward the end I think it gets too unrealistic. But that's me.

Oh well, it's time to be the big spoon.

Bon Jour

Hey hey, I'm going to Hyde Park for some pic-nic. Tuuelus.

Here comes the sun.

Yesterday I started to watch Red Riding Hood. It wasn't good and it wasn't bad. But wow who is that hunk?

Anyways.
I did my Zumba, showered and ate. I'm going to the park to read a bit before I head to school!

Have a lovely sunny day!

insanity

So I'mon YouTube checking out Jessie J. OMG can she sing? I almost get sad since I know I have a long way to be able to do some of the things she does with no effort.

Jessie J - Big White Room

Well, I feel motivated as hell now. It's time to put up some goal for the summer!

stepping outside

I went to the park and just sat there reading my book. I haven't read in a long time.

I was so nice, even though it got a bit chilly in the end.
Ad it's so nice to just watch people playing foot ball, or waking their dogs, or train or just hang out with friends.

And just to be outside was amazing. I really need to step up my game and go outside a bit more when I get the opportunity.

Now I'm gonna chill, eat even thouh I'm not hungry, and maybe do some eartraining. YES!

good day

Hey hey. Came home and ate the same thing as yesterday, and the day before - nice!

I went to school for some seriour studying, and everything went really well I must say. I almost just wanted to swop back to my original time and get the test over with. But I guess it's good to have another week to prepare. They said is was easy.

It's so sunny outside still, but right now I'm just too lazy to do anything. Hm.

wake me up

Woke upp sevral times today but the final was at 10.25. What's going on here?!

Just gonna get ready and head to school for some serious pracising. It's not efficiant enough from home!

I'm still a rockstar

I don't know what to say about today. I didn't get much done, and I don't know how that happened. Of I guess because I was focusing on helping a friend who has the exam tomorrow.

Oh, we did get some piano/vocal preparation done, and I'm starting to feel quite confident about that performance. So that's good.

I think maybe some sightsinging will do for today.
Then I'm gonna watch A nightmare on Elm Street, since I know my bf won't put up with it.

changes

Zumba and porridge. what a great morning.

I've been looking at another school. Just wanted to say that. It's unlikely for me to be able to transfer into the second year, but not impossible. That's what they said.

Apparently their higher diploma requires the same thing as LCCM's BMus course, meaning, they expect more from their students. That sounds really nice in my ears.

But as said, it's unlikely and I wont start over year one no matter where I end up. So I will do the audition and take it from there.

wednesday

After my bellydancing and head circles yesterday I woke up with my neck all stiff. I remember when I first started to dance and I was scared that my neck was damaged. Now I know it's just muscles.

So I really enjoyed sleeping today, since I didn wake up until 9.45, when I got a text message from a friend. I guess I deserve to sleep if I'm this tired. But thinking about it. I did stay up late just to recieve an amazing massage from my bf. Happy ending of course.

So now, before anything I'm gonna do my new Zumba routine and feel great. I think I'll try to catch some sun today as well.