you know I've been to sea before

I just cooked and ate dinner and made a lunchbox. It's been a while since I did that. Today has been good for no reason. I didn't do great in class and I haven't been practicing enough nor did I do any exercise. But I feel good about today.

Tomorrow I'm going to start working for beach 2012, since I just now joined a gym that's so close to school, it's amazing. Now I'm gonna take a shower and do something creative instead of just chill. I have no time to chill, unless I will drive myself crazy in the future with all the school projects.

morningfailure

So I didn't get my arranging done, nowhere near done. Hardly started is the correct word for it if I have to be honest. BUT! I have new ideas, and this I promise myself to have on paper at the end of this week!

Heading to London Centre of Contemporary Music now. See you later!

halloween

After yesterdays Halloween Party and lack of sleep since I came home about 6.30 am today, I figured that we needed a detox night with McD and mudmask.

Happy Halloween People!

on ships across seas

Last day of yoga went not too good. But I don't mind, I'm so flexible now and I feel great, even though my diet the past week and a half has been worse than terrible.

I've been sad on my was home from the studio, thinking about grandad again. Of course listening to Time to say goodbye. So now when I came home I translated it, and the song is even better now than it was before. And I loved it before. I don't know how good the translation is, but you get the whole point of it anyways.

When I’m alone
I dream on the horizon
and words fail;
yes, I know there is no light
in a room where the sun is absent,
if you are not with me, with me.
At the windows
show everyone my heart
which you set alight;
enclose within me
the light you
encountered on the street.

Time to say goodbye
to countries I never
saw and shared with you,
now, yes, I shall experience them.
I’ll go with you
on ships across seas
which, I know,
no, no, exist no longer.
It’s time to say goodbye…

When you are far away
I dream on the horizon
And words fail,
and, Yes, I know
that you are with me;
you, my moon, are here with me,
my sun, you are here with me,
with me, with me, with me.

Time to say goodbye
To countries I never
Saw and shared with you,
now, yes, I shall experience them.
I’ll go with you
On ships across seas
which, I know,
no, no, exist no longer,

with you I shall experience them again.
I’ll go with you
On ships across seas
Which, I know,
No, no, exist no longer;
with you I shall experience them again.
I’ll go with you,
I with you.

http://lyricstranslate.com

Because there was a lack of pictures

"Moodswing"

Lets face it

You know, as a girl, everything changes a bit more every damn month of the year for about 45-50 years of our life.

Two days ago I felt that things were going good, I was on it and this second year is doable. Yesterday I felt hopeless and clueless. Today I'm just happy.

Now I'm going to school, and I think today will be great. I only have on class but I have a few hours I'm gonna practice and try to get started on my projects. They're not easy, but that's the whole point you see.

wish you were here

I had such a bad night. I woke up every two hours. From dreams, from cars, from nothing and from alarm clock. I don't feel too tired right now, but I feel that I just wasn't sleeping right.

I had a dream about my family. Nothing special. But my grandad was there, and we were smiling and laughing, and we were so happy. It was so real. So the thought of never seing him in this life again feels so wrong. But I'll keep that happy dream with me.

what a day!

So today my bf happened to take my keys with him, and I happened to forget my wallet at home. And then I happened to go way way to early to the yoga, and it just happened to rain. After trying to get in thouch with my bf, with no luck getting the keys, I decided to go back to the yoga, since I still couldn't get into the house.

And guess what, I had such a great class, with a 15 min power nap before we started.

Came home and ate pizza and sweets after 9 hours of starvation. I feel good!

I work til I ache my bones

Good morning.

I was so tired today when I woke up, and then I slept for almost 8 hours too!

I just finished a skype session of 45 min with my mum, and now I have two hours worth of practice ahead. We have so much to do, but it's really hard to know where to put the focus. Anyways, I start somewhere and the rest will come.

LATER!

oh oh oh

I forgot that I have to go earlier to school. So my plans doing some shit here at home didn't quite work out. Plus I have to take a route over to my job to pick up some drumsticks from the bff!