music

Today I touched my keyboard for the first time in a very long time. Was listening to a final fantasy tune and just started jamming. Felt good. 

But as soon as I made the call that I should maybe write a song, I got a few chords down and then it just felt horrible again. My skills are low, so I should maybe start with playing songs and chords again, before trying to come up with random things. I don't know. 

I wrote some lyrics instead. Doing what I do best for the band. 

I saw the artwork for the EP that's coming out soon. It's so beautiful. I can't wait to share it.

le chef

Today I made a very brave attempt to cook cannelloni. Like, stuffed pasta baked in the oven. I had K to help me, and all went fine, until we were watching Band of Brothers and the food was kind of burnt when the episode was over. But scraping of the top layer, it was actually a huge success.

2014, yes

Hello Hello. Yes, it has been a while since last. 

I went to Sweden and back. Spent time with family and the friends that doesn't seem to shake off dispite my lack of presence. Really nice to see all, and as always I feel that we didn't get to spend enough time together. 

I worked a little, as usual. Really nice and chill.

I got back three days ago. Almost straight back to work. 
New years celebration was with the band at a club called System. It was pure sick. I got home at 6.30am, stayed up until it was time to go to work again at 10am. The longest shift I've done there it felt like. I was  not in a good state. 

Didn't go to bed until about 2am last night too... so I was up for almost two days. Can't even recall the last time that happened. 

It's good to be back though. I got employed at the gym as a personal trainer, so now I've been working on my PT profile, designed business card. Still waiting for all the offices to open up after the festive seasons, so that I can get my insurance. Just wanna start working now! 

2014 is definately my year...

almost there

Got my nutrition case study back, marked  PASS. Check, only need to get results back from anatomy and nutrition theory exam. I'm pretty sure I'll ace through tomorrows viver and practical exam. 

As for todays exam I managed to get there late. Bus took forver to I had to run to the station, get on tube, run between lines and run to the SOHO Gyms in Borough where the exam was held. I was soaked in sweat when I got there. Luckily it wasn't all that hard and I was done in like 15-20 min. 

Now I'm just making sure everything is done for tomorrow. 
Tonight is the staff party, so I have no time for it after I've gone to work at 5pm.

Unlucky Friday

Yo, I'm studying for my nutrition exam I have in about 2 hours. Gonna go well I think. Then I have to finish up the case study and decide on what to wear to the Christmas Gym Party. 

Ok, enough.

Study Study, I need a break

Anatomy test last Friday I can't say much about until I get the result. It can have gone either way to be honest. It wasn't easy. Thank God for the revision day, because I would definitely not have passed without it. 

I spent about 4 hours at the gym trying to sort out my case studies. A good 2,5 hours before work, and about 1,5 hours after work. I am still not done. Things has to be handed in by Saturday, so I need to finish this shit! I still have another session to squeeze in with my case study as well, and I have my Nutrition exam on Friday. 

Come Saturday and I will get drunk and forget about everything I've taken in during these 2,5 months.

anatomy

Okay, I have been studying for quite a few hours now. At first I was failing most of the quizzes, but now I feel better. Tomorrow we have a few hours of revision with a teacher, and the whole group, so I think that should be enough to pass this exam. 

I hope that I don't forget everything that I have printed into my brain will disappear now when I go to bed. But we'll see tomorrow. Apart from this last week, week and a half, I have actually studied a lot of anatomy. I got this. Here we go.

HANGRY

Today has been a pretty good day. But I have litterally only had porridge at 5.45 am, some chocolate around 10am and then a carrot soup around 2pm. I am starving, so freaking hungry. I need to study but I can't focus.

I trained my case study today again. Really good!

training and learning

Helping out the PT at the gym today was really good. I learned so so much and I think I got a pretty good workout from it. 

Now I'm gonna head to sleep. I have to wake up at 5.30 tomorrow morning, and I need to be fresh. I have to have focus to study since my anatomy exam is coming up on Friday. 

9 days until my practical. 
God damn!

Good night

update

Last days of PT course was this weekend. It was good and now I just have exams and case studies to kill. 

I had my first session with my case study yesterday. It was really good actually and I enjoyed it. He's in great pain today, so I'm happy. 

I'm in a very happy place right now, but I'm sooooo looking forward to go back to Sweden for Christmas. I need some family time. And some me time. There are a few things I need to figure out, and I need a change of climate to do so. 

Tomorrow I'm helping one of the PT's out at the gym. Gonna be good, and I will learn so so much from this. So I'm excited.