Let it snow

I don't think I've realised that I'm going back to Sweden to meet this.

 

Total chaos.
And I don't even have my duvet jacket

music and stress

It has been so much going on I have forgotten to update this. Today I've spent most of my day in the studio recording a cover. It was a lot of fun but exhausting at the same time. I had to leave band rehearsal early just to go home and go to bed. So it's 9 pm and I'm in bed, just sorting out some things for tomorrow and then I'm off to sleep. I need to get well for tomorrow, that's just how it is. And I'm dreading going back to Sweden so much since I know the climate change is not to my benefit. 

I'm off, good night.

Oh Happy Day

So I went to school. The first two classes were, as usual, pointless to go to. But there I was anyways. I do think next week will be different. 

Then I had a half good one to one, since my voice has been weak from the cold I didn't do any singing and more talking. But I'm inspired and my teacher is excited for what my recital is gonna give. 

Then for the first time in our music performance class this year, out teacher gave us good words. And these were great words actually. He said we sounded professional. And that's what this function gig is all about. Well, we only got to workshop two songs, but still... 

And I had a good session at the gym. I increased my bench press to 8 reps times 30kg, for three sets. Wohoo.. 

Eh, yeah. And at last... we have heat and hot water. So I took a proper long shower after having a nice dinner that Marie cooked. I'm even sitting in my pj's and feeling slightly hot. I love it!

thoughts that maybe shouldn't be put next to eachother

I realise now that I'm a month late by talking about the death of my grandad, but anyways. I've been thinking about it today. 

I also have been thinking more about that intimate piercing. And I've planted a seed in my friends head, and we're gonna go through with it for a New Years Treat. Boom.

three years

Today it's three years since my grandad passed away. Time really is flying away from us, though in a way it feels like a lifetime ago I got that phone call at 11 pm with the horrible news. 

As long as we have memories, the people we lost will still have an impact on you.

Three years. I hope you're well.

fucking cold

This no heat is killing me. I hate it so much and it puts me in such a bad mood. If the guy doesn't come back tomorrow to fix it properly I'm gonna have a go on someone. A proper nasty go as well. It freaking December and we shouldn't have to go without heat. 

 I'm wearing double socks, double scarfs, bandana, hoodie and a freaking duvet.

I'm am not happy about this situation. Not one bit.

oh yeeaaah

Having the proper Christmas feelings here. Marie's parents has been here and we ate the rice pudding, and it has been so nice. We have to light all candles possible since the heating is off, and it's really cozy. 

Went for dinner with my brothers girlfriend and her friend. Was really nice to just sit and chat for a while. And once again I got reminded why I never go into central unless I have to. Soooooo crowded, and I always end up spending a little too much money for my own good. 

But I might have a little baby sitting job coming up, so that's nice. 

intimate

I woke up this morning and though that the idea of getting an intimate piercing was a good idea. Then I forgot about it, until now. I don't know, I might still consider decorating myself as well now when I'm all in the decorating spirit. Any thoughts on that?

Last Christmas I gave you my heart

I woke up really early today. Or 8.30 am. Just every-so-slightly hungover, but nothing massive. Spent a few hours in bed just catching up on a few shows and then We've been cleaning the house and playing christmas songs. I'm actually a little excited about it being first of December already.

stress and party

Yesterday was looong.

Woke up early to go down to school for 8 to practice. Did that for two hours, when I went to the gym before going home to gather myself, take a shower and eat lunch. Just when I arrived this guy came to sort out our shower because it has been a bit shit lately. Well, more than one hour later he was done and left us with no hot water at all. AND no heating working either. Pretty shit. 

So still no shower, but a lunch later I took a quick nap before goig to rehearsal where I was belting for two hours. Then I had to go to the gym to get that shower I so desperately needed. Nothing I could enjoy since I had to hurry home because my friend was coming over. I managed to lay down for like 20 min before she came. And I could just feel that my whole body hated me for stressing a lot this week. 

Well. She came, we got ready for the Christmas Gym Party, which we've been excited about for a long time now. It was fun, we drank a lot, danced a lot and got hit on a lot. I wasn't ready to go home, but for some reason I found myself on the bus home. My instincts are usually good, but I was in bed by half twelve. And alone. Not what I expected. But what can I do...?