Second advent

The Christmas thingy was soo nice! I got two presents from the game we played. One chocolate bar and one bag of porridge. Everyone was fighting over the gift I bought, a cup, with a bag of chocolate powder and some baileys and chocolate.

We ate rice pudding, and made christmas stars and drank mulled wine.
I think I really needed to get away from my composition for a bit. I have tonight and tomorrow before I want it to be finished. And as I said, it's shit, so I'm just looking beyond this now.

These walls, why do we need them?

Enough!

I'm going out to have som fun instead!

"Working from home"

there will never be another you

Went to my friends last gig in London before they're heading to South Africa for a two months tour with their band. They we're so awesome yesterday, what a show. They're called The Curious Incident if anyone fancy checking them out.

I will miss my friends, but two months is gonna go by so quickly and they'll be back just before I know. I am so happy for them though! :)

So I'm working on my composition, I think it's gonna pass, but not much more than that. You know, it has gotten to the point where I don't really care anymore!

Oh and by the way. I'm going to Sweden 20th-29th of December! Thank you dad!

i guess i am tired now

Fail on going up early to study. Almost fail of going up for work too.

Put a smile on that face

Hey hey... work was good today. Nothting very special, just good. My boss is a bit upset because I'm leaving before they expected me to. But you know, I realized that I'm ust a number and it's not really me they want there... they just want someone. I don't think I'm just a someone, and I do think I deserve better.

So my composition is driving me a bit mad, but now when I actually know how to write it out in a correct way, (well, the basics of it) I'm starting to enjoy it a bit more. I have a long way to go, but speed is picking up a bit! :)

1.15 am

So, as I've said just a couple of times before... I'm working really slowly here, but I'm actually starting to like my arrangement a bit better. And after doing research for inspiration, it turns out that I might be writing on this years Christmas Carol. I'm still not too far into the arrangement, but I'm sure the coin will drop and the speed will pick up.

I'm heading to bed where the bf is sleeping.

square one

So I feel bad again. After having the last composition class before handing the scores in I just realized that I have finished about 2% of my work.

So here I am, getting in to it, again. Shall we say until 2 am today maybe?

The worst part of it all that it's so many funny things going on this weekend! Boooohoooo!

AND, since I can't spent more than 5 minutes cooking, my dinner will be porridge. But I'm not complaining about that. Mum, I need loads of lingon berry jam!

drop of a stone

GOOOD MORNING!

I realized today how Sibelius, the program we use to write out music, works. Really, no wonder why everything sounded like a group of elefants next to a honking ship.

My hair is clean and I feel great. I'm still working very slowly, but at least I know, and can hear, that I'm on the right track. Now it's only creativity that can stop me!

that's that

Okay, I haven't taken my shower and I have stoppet studying.
I'm gonna wake up around 7.30 tomorrow and I'm not going to school until 3 pm, so I have a few hours in the morning.

Then my bf is coming home from his parents and we're gonna babysit a little baby boxer dog. I'm so excited, and that's why I'm gonna ba a real good student and do my very best tomorrow to get as much done as possible.

I realized that I had my dinner around five this afternoon, and that it'r almost 2 in the night. I also noticed that my entire left leg is sleeping and I wanna go and get ready for bed. Good thing I was borned with two.