Film Sunday

Watched Redemtion today. Jamie Fox always plays those smart characters. He's brilliant and the film is brilliant. Now we're gonna watch Karate Kid for a change. Isn't Will Smiths kid the cutest?

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Bought some Ann Summers undies a while ago. Have postponed the use of them until today. Uncomfortable shit. But at least the bf is pleased.

almost.

Yesterday my bf and I walked passed those drawers doing funny pictures in 15 min kind of thing.. I politely said no thanks to all of them, even though the next heard that I clearly didn't want my face to be drawn.

The last guy made the night I think.

"It's for freeeeee.. Almost."

I think I'm gonna have myself a beer

That gig yesterday was soooo good. I saw them on their first gig a few weeks ago and they've improved so much. Really good and really charming band. Nice to see so many faces from school outside school too. That doesn't happen too often...

I think my bf woke me up at 6 am and then 6.30 am for a nice cuddle. Even though I wanted to sleep I thought it was kind of nice actually.

Oh and I had two beers yesterday. Can't even remember the last time I drank... so two beers were enough.

promo

Thought I was gonna be a nice friend and supporter to my friends band The Curious Incident who are playing at 100 Club on Oxford Street tomorrow night. Come check them out for what it's worth

Had a good day at school, even though my tuning wasn't the best. I think our performance exam this term will be great. But first I have to transform into a black man. OR maybe just learn how to sing like one.

Silky smooth

I brushed my hair today. I think it was around two months since the last time.

run run run away

I hardly ever just run any more. I used to run 10 kilometers, three times a week. Now I only do intervals in about 5 minutes. I went back to the gym now after school and I ran for one half hour. I can still say I have my stamina left. Or maybe it was because I was watching a documentary about lions at the same time...

I am happy I'm this kind of person who lives in the moment quite a lot. I don't look back too much. I keep the good memories untouched and safe, and make the bad ones into something good for the future.

If people woud ask me about my life I would say it has been nothing but good. I've been through some shit too, but I've choosen not to hang on to that. People have hurt me and turned their backs more then once. Of course I care today, but it wouldn't effect my tomorrow. It's just one life and there's no use to hang on to things that has ended. I wouldn't go back and change things I've said or done, unless I knew myself that I've done wrong. And I make mistakes. Quite often. But most of them I don't feel regret for.

Sometimes I look a pictures and I think "what if". But there's really no use. Whatever "if" won't happen.

until the end of time

Yesterday was my cousins birthday. I haven't talked to her since July. That's pretty weird, since we were like best friends (and family), but I've tried and then I stopped trying.

It has also been over a year since I talked to another friend who used to be one of the best friends of mine. I tried to talk to her after my travels, but same there. Nothing.

I thought about them yesterday on the bus home. But in the end there's not much more to say that it is what it is. Come what may, I still love them dearly, no matter if I ever speak to them again or not.

Happy 21st birthday Isabel.